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Miracle

Can you give me a hug" I asked he shifted in his seat got up and gave me the warmest embrace and I needed that I need to finally breathe we parted way but I crashed my lips into his I don't know why but I kissed him I lips moved in sync with each other he held my face eyes closed sloppy it was like we was chewing each other faces off

And for a split second I could see everything wrong that could have possibly happened if we would have furthered this kiss into something more yes the love was still there but kissing him made me realize how wrong this could be and how ugly this would get for me and him we where already not at a stable place why complicate things even more I pushed him off of me and he just looked at me shocked

"What's wrong" he mumbled

"Your married I'm engaged our son is missing this is not the time for this I'm should have never kissed you I just... you know miss you" I admitted

"Damn.... I miss you too" he said our eyes locked and for a split second I thought about risking it all but with the thoughts I just had I just couldn't risk that shit

"I know but we weren't meant to be your finally got the happy wife happy life you dreamed of and I got mines as soon as I find out where the hell my son is" I told him

"Yeah your right well can we at least be friends or something"

"No I think we are good as co parents us being friends and knowing where each other's feelings lie I don't think that a good idea"

"You May be right" he mumbled

"So how you been" I asked him

" not good at all I just need my son to be safe that's all I ask for what about you"

"I'm taking it kinda hard as you can see then I loose my son I'm overall stressed the normal me would have been picked up and went on a getaway but I can't keep leaving royal on tay and you"

"You know we have no problem he my son and 99% of the time y'all have him anyways I be caught up with Layla and the girls"

"So how do you feel about the new baby"

"It's not mines" he admitted making me cough

"What!!!"

"Nope she got pregnant by the nigga but he hasn't stepped up so I did I'm just trying to be here for her just like She was for royal"

"Is that some you want to do though"

"That's my wife" he shrugged

"How have y'all been"

"I hit her miracle" he shook his head

"OMG!!!"

"Yeah I didn't mean to but she kept talking about me moving on from Dino death when she hasn't even been there for me during this time she don't ask how I'm doing but yet I sat there and looked at my best friend of almost 20 years dangling out of a car lifeless I can't erase the image I can't help but regret the times I physically hit him I can't even think straight and she talking about some life goes on and how I have to be strong for the kids cause that's what she doing when she hasn't even really gave a fuck about me I'm tired of popping pills and drinking then in front of the kids I got to be happy" he vented

"I know the feeling it's hard but you got this dave"

"I don't have his my son gone my best friends gone im hurting"

"Yeah I know me too but we got to be strong"

"I made a mistake Miracle"

"What you mean"

"I married Layla she wasn't suppose to be my wife everyday I lay next to her I know she not the one for me but I took those vows and she been there for me"

"You didn't make a mistake she your wife"

"So you mean to tell me if that day at your party and u leaving and quitting  didn't happen you can honestly say I would have married Layla"

"Yes you where already her boyfriend before I left why not make it official"

"Because I was in love with your ass I just couldn't admit it but honestly all my action should have showed you but hey we both married or getting married we got a beautiful son out of all this mess though"

"Yeah we did get that I just hope he is safe"

"If he not I'm going to kill a mf about my child"

"Yeah me too" I smirked I'm glade me and him was finally at a good place where we could tell each shit like this i knew our relationship would never further other than friends but I was glade we was in a space where we didn't have to fight or look at each other like shit is on our mind that we want to get off

"Man Royal is my heart man I know me and my first baby mother ain't always on the best of terms but I couldn't imagine loosing any of my baby mother or children y'all helped me make some beautiful kids

"So what about the new baby"

"She mines even though she not I wouldn't want her to ever have to experience the absent of her father because the nigga a sensitive lame"

Hours had passed the detectives had came back in telling us into what was going on and they wanted us to do a news interview just to spread awareness for our son which was understandable anything to get royal back I knew this was going to be hard for me though I needed my son he was like my only reason for living and if anything was wrong with him I swear

..... pov

I was flipping through the channels until I ran across the new seeing dave and miracle cry out for Royal brought pleasure to my heart I hated that bitch she had everything I wanted a very active father great friends Royal was mines I deserve him and I just wished she would just let me have him so we can move on with life I wasn't going to hurt this precious human he was to pure but I was gone raise him with stability I had to get out of this state I had to move far away

I know y'all got a lot of questions but y'all ain't thought about doing something wrong and then your mind slips into all the things that could have went bad right after you did the wrong then ..... yeah that exactly what happened with Miracle she thought all of the bad things that could have happened if she would have slept with Dave any ways

Who y'all think got royal

Y'all would never guess it though I know y'all won't 😂😂