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miracle

this past couple of weeks had been wonderful drama free i finally got the closure i needed with dino death, i had to pick up new job music-wise, and dave had completely made a 360 in life after that night he decided he wanted to take me seriously. 

i dropped my keys off on the kitchen counter "EVERYONE IM HOME!!!" i yelled turning around seeing tay drag bags to the front room. 

"wait tay where are you going," i asked?? 

"back home miracle i know you have been on cloud nine lately but being back here just brings back bad memories that i don't need i don't need to let my daughter see me in this depressed sunken place i hate it here i just want to go home," she stated tears swelled up in  her eyes 

"tay please don't leave i need you," i cried 

"im only a phone call away but i have followed you around since i left college trying to be there for you. i followed you back out here to make sure your, okay and you are okay miracle your perfectly fine i just want to be able to be happy for me and my baby," she shrugged as tears fell from eyes 

"then im going with you" i shrugged 

"NOOO MIRACLE.... i need to do this on my own you have a family here you are happy here be happy here im coming to visit but i just want to get my mind its okay to be happy without me i promise you i will not be mad at you for being happy that is all i have been wanting but im going to be late for my flight i love you" she smiled kissing my cheeks dave came around the corner carrying her bags to the car i wiped the falling tears she was leaving.... i didn't expect this at all i just sat on the couch crying i don't know if im being selfish but it hurt watching her leave 

dave came and sat beside me on the couch wrapping his arms around me 

"im sorry miracle" he mumbled softly pulling me into an embrace 

 "Why does everyone keep leaving me" i cried 

"she had to leave miracle you honestly would have let her be unhappy here just so you could be happy" 

"you knew??" 

yeah, she told me two days ago about her plan i was going to tell you but she said it wasn't my place to tell in all honesty, it wasn't my place miracle," he explained to me

"i know it just hurt like im so use to her being..."

"your crutch miracle this just gives you the opportunity to spread your wings and make new friends... and it gives her time and space to find herself its going to hurt not having her here but you have to learn to adapt to your new life and accept that she is a grown woman that can make her own decisions." 

"Thanks, i needed that i was being kinda selfish she deserves this and i will fully support her" i nodded