Scars

XIX

"Yoongi."Seokjin sighed, looking at the male from the doorframe.
Yoongi was curled up on his bed, hugging the pillow Hoseok used to lay his head on.
It still had Hoseok's scent on it, and he just wanted to pretend he was hugging Hoseok again. 
"Yoongi c'mon..."
"Go away..."
"Yoongi what's gotten into you?"
"He left me. He had sex with me and then left the next day...he used me. He said he loved me all day before he left...he said that he would never leave me yet he left me the same day he said that to me. I let him fuck me in some dirty bathroom stall and he left me. He just...went to his parents as soon as they told him to come home even though they kicked him out. I never meant anything, did I?I don't mean anything to any of you. Do I?"
"Yoongi you're our best friend."
"But he's my soulmate, Seokjin!He's my fucking soulmate!I'm in love with him and he used me for sex!Get out. Please."
Seokjin huffed. "Fine. Don't expect me to come comfort you next time you're like this."He stormed out, annoyed at his friend's attitude.

By the end of summer break, Yoongi had no friends and no boyfriend.
He was truly alone now.
Nobody was there for him.
He had his mother; but she was always at work.
He lost his best friends, and he lost the love of his life.
It got him thinking.
Should he even be alive?
I mean, his ex boyfriend left him, and his best friends hated him...his mom probably secretly despised him too.
He should give up.

Nobody would notice if he was gone.