blood, secrets and tears | kpop au

six

thursday,
march 12,

it has been 2 weeks since my life started falling apart.
what did i do wrong? why are they dragging my brother into this? why is he suffering too?

we just wanted to live our life normally.. together. we don't deserve all the accusations, all the pain and all the hate.

we were doing fine at first.. but why?

i just wanted to graduate high school, go to college and work so we can buy ourselves the things that are pretty and useless. my brother wanted to become a professional dancer.. but that isn't possible now, is it? my poor brother.. i'm sorry..

finals are coming. classes are almost over but the horrible humiliation that we face in that very school isn't going away any sooner, maybe not later, maybe not after we're gone..

i keep reminding myself to be better everyday and ignore every snickers and glares. i didn't want to blame anyone for my misfortune as they are only kids, just like me.
reckless, curious, confused.

but deep inside i know, this was no ordinary. this.. horror that we face everyday. i know i didn't do anything wrong. we didn't do anything wrong.

it was all their fault. they've put all the tragedy in our peaceful lives. they're to be blamed! the people that i once trusted, those i thought i could call friend-

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"are you confident on your exam tomorrow, jihyo?" dahyun asked, clinging onto jihyo's arm as they stroll around the mall.

jihyo nodded, "of course! didn't we used eunwoo's notes to study? i'm pretty sure we won't fail."

"you're right. eunwoo never failS."

"dahyun, remind me again why were here?" jihyo asked, abrubtly stopping on her tracks.

"to refresh our minds. we've been studying the whole week, we deserve a break too." dahyun replied, "let's try the make-up store!"

the two clung onto each other as they skip their way to the make-up store. once they reached the store, they immediately saw four familiar girls, gathering at one of the corners as they seemed to be having a serious mental brawl.