I have been thinking. About alot of things in my life. And right know, I am at the bottom. I missed, or may I correct myself, didn't use many opportunities given to me by life.
I didn't take them serious. And there is that. The thing that got my life screwed up at the age of 20. I didn't take opportunities serious. I was used by life handing me everything. So once I was old enough to understand that I got to start working for something, it was too late.
Maybe I am dramatic. Am I dramatic? I don't know. I just know that it's my second year after graduating high school and I am still where I was right after it.
"A man who views the world the same at fifty as he did at twenty has wasted thirty years of his life." Mohamed Ali.
I can't stop thinking about this quote. I am this man.. Two years, with no knowledge gained, no change of physical appearances to the better, no step further in life.
Some may say, "Chill, it's only two years." But hell, do two years sound like a lot of wasted time. It's going on to three.
I got to fight tough, right? I can't just give up my dream because it's difficult to achieve. And yes, I know there are other things than what I have been fighting for, but no I don't want to do them. It's not my dream, not what I have been hoping and seeing for myself since I was a kid. It's somebody else's dream but not mine.
So many people may look at me with sympathy in their eyes, some may look at me like I am dumb for having to try it for the third time and maybe even then not make it, but guess what?
You don't choose dreams, they choose you. So I got to do right by it. And I am going to. I am going to fight so hard for it until I make it.
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