DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT

RAGDOLL

How are you feeling my dear? you look so real and you look like hell, The day has had its way with both of us you don't do as I command so get full punishment. oh, I've gone out of my way to make you stay you will never be free of me don't you see? You are my queen, you think you feel the pains now! You haven't felt what's coming. Oh, you are just a ragdoll today, look at you face, what a disgrace. 

DARK ANGEL looked at me with hunger in his eyes, he loves seeing me cry like I was about to die. Oh, my dear, you haven't seen anything yet! I raise my head off the floor and said: 
"Why do you make me feel like this?" Then he started walking around with his hands behind his back and then he turned with a smile on his face said:

"The pain you must be feeling, almost as if you are about to die, I see it in your eyes," He touched my face and I moved back with my own words of attack. 

"I was a fool to think someday you could ever change or to ever find love in your heart for me, just maybe you would come around and see the pain you are putting on me, but that is what you love nothing else, you know I forgive you but I don't want to ever be like you, at one time I thought I loved you, but now I see it wasn't loved at all. You are a mystery to me sometimes I just want to scream but that would do me no good. I am your ragdoll you like to play with, I think you should just go away and take your hands off of me! I don't want your nasty kisses, you are drunk and very mean, you are a beast, not a man."

He slapped me on my face just to see me cry another time as he blackens my eyes, then he tells me he is now sorry and he no longer wants to want to fight saying words of promise that tomorrow will be better just wait and see that when he puts me back into his cage.

 -Judy Emery © 1984 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery