Doubts began to pile up;
the day I walked away from the pains
yet I know one day I will have to face those fears
that has been knocking at my door,-
for all those years,-I left them behind,
doubts started eating away at me,-
that I will never be strong enough to face them.
I want to change the way I feel
this pain and doubts are making me ill
this is so real,-
I want to show myself I can change
and it has to start with the world I'm living in,
to teach me not to hurt when facing the bad
and not to let them make me sad.
Because in all my years;
I had to learn that most people never really change
they love the darkness that they live in,
But that don't me I have too,
I want to be closer to the light
and to live life right,
I know this will be a big fight.
It will come to the push and shove,
but this is something I know I must face,
because this pain is filling up to much space
between my body and spirit
and what I believe in.
I must do this for me, out of love for THEE.
-Judy Emery © 2003 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
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DARK ANGEL AND MOONLIGHT
FantasyThis is a fiction poem book mixed with the old and the new,.
