El enters Will roomOh hey El. Will says
I want you to stay away from Mike or else I will kill you.
But El you can't do that, we're moving soon, so I have to see him. Will said on the verge of tears.
I REPEAT, If you go around him at all, I WILL SCHNAPP YOUR NECK! DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?!
Y-yes. But do-does that I can't g-go around you g-guys for lunch? Will sobbed
You can, but just don't look at Mike.
O-okay, I understand. Can you go now please? the broken boy asked.
Sure, I'll leave you to think about how worthless you are to everyone here, fag.
Wh-what did you c-call me?
You're a fag, you should know Mike will never love you, he's not a fag like you.
I-I'm sorry. El heard him say as she left the room
Wills' POV
Sure, I'll leave you to think about how worthless you are to everyone here, fag.
Wh-what did you c-call me? I said crying
You're a fag, you should know Mike will never love you, he's not a fag like you.
I-I'm sorry. was all I could let out as she walked out, as I realized what she said was true. Mike isn't a fag.
I barely used this as my coping mechanism, and I told everyone I would stop but I...I can't. It is the only thing I can use to let me forget all the wrong I have caused in this world. I can't be mad at El she was stating facts.
So, I took out he blade from my drawer, still covered in dried blood as it wasn't cleaned from the last time I used it.
1 cut
You're worthless
2 cuts
Nobody will ever love you.
3 cuts
You're a fag.
I sat in my room watching the blood ooze from the slits I made in my wrists. I felt satisfied as I knew that if I died tonight, I'd be doing the world a favor, Mike a favor. After thinking about it after sometime I started to slowly feel myself drift off. It felt peaceful, I'd be out of the way, forever. With those last thoughts I was out.
Mikes' POV
I went back to Wills house to check on him cause I knew El would go and tell him something. I knocked on the front door of Wills house and Joyce opened it and told me Will was in his room, even though he might not want to see me. But let me by anyway.
I opened Wills door and saw he was sleeping or at least I thought he was sleeping until I approached and looked at him closely. I noticed something...odd. I saw that he had cut again, even though he promised he wouldn't do it again.
Will? It's me Mike. I said
Will?!
No answer.I shake him but he doesn't move. I check to see if he's breathing, he is but barely.
MS. BYERS!!! WILL NEEDS HELP!!
No. Don't. I hear a weak voice say
Will! You're alive! I say hugging him
I want to go. Jus' leave me be.
Will why? Why would you do this again? I say crying
Nothing, I can't say it, or she'll kill you. I want you to live and have a happy life. Have kids grow old, just remember I'll always be in your heart, guiding you every step of the way.
I- I love you, Mike. Were the last words I heard him say before he went limp in my arms.
NO ! WILL, COME BACK! COME BACK. I CANT LOSE YOU NOT AGAIN.
Joyce and Jonathan rushed in.
WHAT HAPPENED?! Joyce yelled
He cut again, but I- I think he cu-cut too deep this time. He didn't tell me w-why he did wh-what he did, but he told me that s-she would kill me, I-if he told me.
Wait she? I asked myself sniffling
I'll be back, take him to the hospital and check if they can revive him! I told them running away.Sorry for making it this way, but maybe it'll get better. You'll see what's coming next. Bye bitches!
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