Life's Not Fair

About the Character

⚫️About the character⚫️
➰Name: Nathaniel Belen Lander
➰Age: 22
➰Gender: Male
➰Pronouns: He/Him
➰Sexuality: Pansexual, Grey asexual
➰Ethnicity: Greek, Canadian
➰Extra: Transgender {FTM} He has a slight Greek accent ~ He goes by Nathan
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⚫️ Physical Apperence⚫️
➰Hair cut and colour: Long {Shoulder blade length} Blonde and Messy
➰Eye colour: greyish blue with hints of green
➰Height: 6 foot
➰Weight: 140 lbs
➰Body type: Slim and Fit {still quite feminine in the body}
➰Peircings: Industrial bar in left ear, Size 8mm guages, nose piercing in right nostril
➰Tattoos: Writen tattoo along right side of chest, Left shoulder: Lighting and storm, Lion paw print on right wrist
➰Accessories/Clothing prefrence: Modern fashion, flannels, sweaters, Sweatpants, jeans/leather jewelry {he's never seen without his arrow necklace, Bracelets and bands} he has a black and gold wolf vape
➰Extra: His skin is an olive tan tone. Scars along his chest covered by his written tattoo, And along the base of his neck and shoulders, He has tennitus in both ears. He is about 5 months on testosterone
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⚫️Personal⚫️
➰Personality: Nathan can be quite shy, the only thing that gets him out there is being drunk or high, or both. He's been known to have quite the anger problems and often lashes out when he doesn't mean too. When he's drunk though, he can be the life of the party. But over all when he you gain his trust he's a loyal friend, and he would do anything for his friends
➰Habits: Nathan often wears a hairband along his left wrist and if nervous will pull it and slap his wrist, he does this unknowingly and it's been known to cause brusing. He also tends to shiver when someone walks behind him, and will flinche at something coming towards him. He tends to stare off into space. And is rarely seen completely quiet, as the quiet worsens his tennitus.
➰Backstory: Nathan was born a female in Canada, his parents immagrants from Greece. He had a normal childhood until the age ------ of 6, his mother had found comfort in alcohol and his father took his anger out on Nathan, his younger brother and thier mother. With the abuse and hard hits to the head Nathan gained minor ear damage causing tennitus. When Nathan was in school he always got bullied for being a product of immagrants, playing sports, Anything- you name it was any reason for the kids to torture him. When Nathan was about 15 he was raped by a boyfriend he had been seeing at the time, from then on sexual topics or actions made him uncomfortable, When he was 17 he had found a group of online friends who had helped him realize he was trans and helped him find his gender and sexuality, around this time is when he realized he didn't look at girls the way others did, seeing sences in movies, and things online it made him more just uncomfortable where most teenagers would get off to it. At the age of 18 he had come out to his parents, who had disowned him, and kicked him out of the house for who he was. His little brother was the only one who accepted him. He had found shelter at a half way house and had gotten a job to help pay for testosterone, When he left town at 22 in search of more in life he had traveled down south across the border to New York City, never being in the United States much it was all new to him, but he was sure to have a fresh start

Extra: Nathan is an alcoholic and has a nicotine addiction, he suffers from depression and anxiety and has suffered with self harm threwout the years, he finds abit of comfort with himself when he writes, it helped him escape