TAEK [take] Me... | BXB COMPLETE

Chapter 4: What ifs

Hongbin's POV

After an hour when Hakyeon-hyung left and practicing for more to improve my piece which I will be showing to Taekwoon-hyung later, I rushed to our dorm to get ready and to also prepare the venue for the big night where I am going to make Taekwoon-hyung fall-in-love with me for the second time around and also to hope that things will move onto the next level. 

Well you know the smexy scenes or should I say love-making stage. Yeah, I know we are been together for almost a year now from this day on and the only things we do is just kissing, making out or helping each other to you know 'freedom'.

I unlock the door to our dorm and to my surprise, Wonshik and Hyuk are in the living room playing Mario Kart. Both of them has their gazes fix on the game and didn't notice my presence.

"I thought you guys are going to hang-out with Bobby and Microdot-hyung" I asked while walking to them. They both looked at me at shrugged then snapped their gazes back to their game.

"We thought that you might need some help with preparing for the big night, so we just stayed." Hyuk said with his eyes still glued on the game.

"And besides we can hang-out with them some other time." Wonshik answered this time.

"Also we know that you can't do this all alone." Hyuk said as a matter of fact.

"Well, thank you for caring but with you guys still playing that dumb game, we are not going to finish the preparation even though with the help of N-Hyung nd Ken-Hyung in distracting Taekwoonie." I said as I plop next to them in the sofa, sighing and closing my eyes because I can feel that I'm panicking a little now but too tired to do things.

"Chill, we got you bro!" Hyuk said as he put the controller down to the coffee table.

"Now, go take a bath and both me and Hyuk will start with the decorations." Wonshik said as he pats my head and heads towards the storage room where we keep the decorations for the tonight's event, so that Taekwoonie will not see it, coz he rarely put something on the storage room or even go there.

I sigh and runs my hand through my hair and push myself from the sofa to follow what Wonshik told me. I walk to mine and Taekwoon's shared room and put my things on the floor near the bed. I went to the drawers to get a towel and start heading to the bathroom. 

I adjust the temperature of the water to the way I like it and started to strip myself from my clothing. As the water hits my body, all of my muscles relaxed as I started to think of what will happen later.

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What if I forgot my routine?

What if Taekwoon doesn't like it?

What if Taekwoon will hate me because of this?

What if I fucked it all up?

What if the music will stop playing?

What if the pole is not sturdy enough to carry my weight?

What if I wear what N-hyung gave me and Taekwoon will not like it?

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All this what if's keeps on popping out my mind until there's a knock on the door and it snapped me back from my thoughts.

"Don't take a shower for too long or else you'll get sick!" Wonshik shouted from the other side of the door. I quickly turned off the water and hopped out of the shower and starting to dry myself off. I looked at the mirror and my thoughts are being bombarded again of 'What if's'. I shake my head and glanced again to the mirror.

"I can do it. You can do it Hongbin. Taekwoon will fall for you again and things will go with the way you wanted it. Just go with the flow and calm down." I said to myself as I stare to my appearance. There's another knock on the door that made me rush to what I needed to do.

"Hyung! Come and get out now! We need your opinion on where are we gonna put these stuffs! Get your ass out there now you are clean enough!" Hyuk said mischievously playing in his tone. I groaned loudly that made him laugh and probably dying now because he knows what my true agenda is before the night ends and it is to get laid by my boyfriend.

"Argh! Hyuk! I know! I will be out in a minute! Just go back there and help Shik!" I yelled at him as I brushed my teeth aggressively (not to the point that there is blood)

"I'm just saying that your ASS is clean enough for Leo-hyung to eat." He said and this time it made me blushed, red as a tomato. I rush brushing my teeth as I heard Hyuk shuffling away to the door.

"Get your ass back here you brat! I'm going to kill you!" I yelled as I ran out of the bathroom to hunt that kid.

"Okay! Stop playing now and we still have things to do. Hyuk stop teasing him, we all know that he is on heat now so don't broadcast it anymore." Wonshik said amusingly as a smirk crawling its way to his lips as he tries to put a red curtain.

"UGH! I hate both you!" I yelled at them that made them laugh so hard that Hyuk is literally on the floor holding his stomach with tears in his eyes. 

 I stomped my way back to our room and closed the door with a bang. Those two will be the death of me before this eventful night starts. I plop to my bed as I stared at the ceiling. I really need to get my mind intact and start preparing and hope that this night will be successful.