My Sinful Addiction - Jeongmo

Chapter 3

"Okay, you can do it"

"Are you kidding me? This sounds really stupid...err...dumb....this sounds really.....ridiculous?"

"Oh my god I can't do anything right"

It was afternoon and I was currently practicing random lines while trying to act out a scene out of them. I had been practicing the whole day, and I was basically exhausted as hell. For some reason, I just couldn't find the right words to say to match my facial expressions that were supposed to set the right mood for the scene I was trying to act out. I eventually gave up and threw myself on the bed again.

'Ugh, I'm never gonna make it. I'm not good enough" I mumbled to myself as I stared out of the window.

Honestly, I was just too tired for this shit. I had been working my bones out, and my thoughts were always killing me. All I wanted was to wrap myself in a blanket, fall asleep and never wake up again.

"Miss me?"

The sudden voice scared the shit out of me and made me immediately look back and see the person I despised the most.

"HOW THE FUCK DID YOU-"

"Shh, stop shouting" the person covered their ears and looked provoked at me.

It was the same idiot from before. Can't believe that she was just lying there in the bed with me without permission.

"Why do you always show up at times where the last thing I need, is some brat annoying the shit out of me?"

"Because that way you'll remember me" the girl shrugged with an innocent look on her face.

"I can NEVER rest in this house" I blurted out and held my forehead in pain.

I was getting a headache.

"Hey it's okay-"

"You're making me SICK!" I interrupted and moved away from her.

I sighed.....

I was too tired to deal with anything, and shouting didn't make it any better.

I slightly glanced at the girl and saw her sighing as well while staring at the ground. Her face was covered in sadness and guilt. I kinda felt bad for her.

"It's alright.....I'll leave now" she quietly said and went to the door to leave like a normal person.

"Wait, ugh, I didn't mean to shout at you like that, I'm just....I'm just tired" I stopped her before she could leave.

The girl turned around and looked surprised at me.

"Sorry...." I shyly apologized and avoided eye-contact.

A moment of silence passed before she broke it with a lively tone.

"It's alright, I'm the one who should apologize for not letting you rest" I looked up and she was standing really close to me with a bright smile on her face.

I felt relieved. Even though she was annoying the crap out of me, it was still wrong to hurt her. I wasn't that kind of person.

But before I could even respond, she suddenly held my hand and looked at me with caring eyes.

"Let me take you to a place that'll make you feel wonderful," she said with so much enthusiasm.

"Uhh-"