sunny mornings

3:43 pm

3:43 pm / july 8

explain to me sun
how come you're
always so happy?
i don't understand
how you can just
smile down at us
while you're alone
up there

i hope the chirping
birds flying in the
sky keeping you
company , but just
watch out when they
get angry , it's a
pooping storm

i hope the clouds
swaying in the sky
keeping you company
even though sometimes
i get sad when it blocks
your beautiful shine

i want you to know
you're not alone,
there's more than a
billion people who love
your burning gaze that
makes us go outside,
take a stroll in the park,
or even swim in the cool
summer beach

you're happy because
we're happy aren't you?

so should i be happy that
i make others happy by
being center of their jokes
that makes me want to
crawl in a hole and die?

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