Days like the one from yesterday, when Jacob lashes out continued week after week. When it was bad I stayed at an hotel. Other times I would ignore him as he sat alone watching the football games and smoked all night.
One night when I was in our bedroom watching tv, and Jacob was downstairs, he came upstairs said nothing and just started kissing me. I missed my husband's touch so of course, I went with it. After a few kisses and little touches we found ourselves in a full out rough sex session. And man oh man...... Whew!
But a night like that only happened once as, Jacob gone more into his phase he started getting physical or abusive again. Occasionally he would either slap me, shake me or hold me really tight. It be over the littlest shit too, like me not answering my phone at work, coming home late, or ignoring him when he lashes out. Times I've hit him back where it left him taken back, other times it lead on to a screaming match or a full on battle of slapping each other back and forth until one gave up and walked away.
I find myself sometimes afraid, or trapped or even emotionless towards it. It's weird.
I haven't told anyone about it, but I did call Ray and ask him to come over tomorrow night for dinner, without giving any hints as to what was actually going on. So we'll see what Ray can do for his friend.
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Abuse is my Life, Escaping is my Dream (MB Story)
Fiksi RemajaSo, my name is Taiya and Im married to my High School sweetheart- Jacob. At first it starting out as a WONDERFUL relationship. Then something shifted, Jacob's behavior. Now he starts abusing me and, yelling at me and, taking full control of me and...
