There for you •Nikki Sixx•

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Katrina•
I flutter open my eyes and groan.

I felt more weak than usual.

I noticed I was in a hospital room and the events come flooding back to me.

Nikki proposed, and Jade stabbed me what a life? Note the sarcasm.

My baby!

"You're up! Uh so one of your babies survived and one of them didn't" The nurse sadly says

Babies??

"I'm sorry what do you mean by Babies?" I question

"Oh yeah I guess they haven't told you, you were having twins miss" She says

"Oh" I quietly says

That broke my heart even more.

I was going to have two wonderful little babies and one was gone.

She pats my back before checking my blood and leaving.

Nikki and the guys step in along with Heather and Sharise.

"Twins." I say my voice cracking as the tears welled up, I continued to look down at the floor.

"Babe-

"Nikki two little children of ours and one of them is dead" I say looking at him as the tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Hey hey hey, don't cry baby" He says hugging me

"It's all my fault" I sob breaking down

Sharise sits next to me rubbing my back.

"I know what it feels like to loose a child Trina" She says and i hug her.

"Skylar was a precious child" I say smiling she nods

I wipe my eyes and wrap my arms around Nikki.

"We'll get through this together, okay?" He says

I could hear the sadness in his voice.

I nod and burry my head into his chest.

"Let's go" He says and gets up

I stand up and the whole room spins making me fall onto Nikki.

He catches me and chuckles.

"Lets get to the hotel" he says

He helps me to the car and I get in.

(Yes they signed her out already).

"I wanna sleep" I say quietly to Nikki.

He nods and we get to the hotel.

He picks my up bridal style and i rest my head against his chest.

We get into the hotel room and he gently lays me down.

He covers me up and places a kiss to my four head.

He leaves the room and I close my eyes falling asleep.

(...)

Nikki• (idk if I've ever done his pov)

I leave the hotel room snd go to Tommy's and he opens it the other guys chilling on the beds in the room.

"Whats up sixx?" He says doing the bro hug thing.

"I'm stressed out man" I say sitting down running my hands through my hair.

"I got the good shit" He says and tosses a baggie of coke.

I smile telling him thanks before cutting some lines.

(...)
Trina•
I groan tossing back and fourth.  

It had been five hours and I was getting mad.

Where the hell was Nikki?!

I sit up and grab my stomach.

"I'm gonna kill him" I mutter before slipping on my shoes.

I head out of the hotel room going to the small café they had.

It was probably nine pm by now and I was hungry.

I groan as my feet cramp.

I get a small fruit bowl with a green tea.

I sit down and sip my tea and take a bite of my fruit before hissing at the pain.

I sigh and seal my stuff up heading back to the room.

The door opens and I look up to see Nikki.

"Hey baby-

"Don't" I hiss getting under the covers.

I could tell he was high, the way his pupils were bigger and the way he slurred his words meaning he was shit faced as well.

"What did I do?" He says a small look on his face.

"Nikki, we have a child now you can't run off to go get shit faced drunk or high on cocaine anymore" I snap turning my back to him.

I wasn't going to let him see me cry.

To be honest it hurt that he did those things, leaving me in pain and not caring as much.

"Well i do what I want" He snaps kicking his boots off.

"Well do you want to be apart of this babies life?" I say turning around and sitting up propping my knees up.

"What if I don't?" He slurs harshly crossing his arms

"Nikki I'm being fucking serious!" I shout standing up

"No! I don't!" He shouts

I flinch back and my heart breaks slowly.

"Alright then..." i trail off and grab my shoes slipping them on.

"Whatever" He scoffs

I look at him in anger and sadness before leaving.

What am I going to do?