His abused mate

just her

Conner's  POV

I wrapped my arms around her and told her that I didn't like hurting her. It was true I didn't take pleasure in having her pain, but if I have a disrespectful mate then who knows what the pack would act like.
'You don't deserve her. You have done nothing but hurt her!' My wolf called. He had been yelling at me all day and I couldn't take it. I couldn't even push him back, when I closed him out, it just sounded like he was in a box. Just a murmmer, yet it feels the same.

I took in everything about her. I ran my fingers though her long auburn hair. She smelled of strawberries and hazelnut. Her nails had chipped deep green polish on them. Her breathing was uneven, like she is always on edge, ready for something that might never happen. She didn't sleep peacefully she always slightly turned or moved. And she always made small moans every now and then. But she was gorgeous even in the matter.

There was a soft knock on the door. I slowly left the bed, careful not to wake Melody. I opened the door to be met with the last person I wanted to see.

Brittney.

"Hey baby, where have you been." She asked forcing her way in.

I grabbed her arm and pulled her back.

"Leave! I don't need you here when she wakes up!"

Melody starting shaking. She shot up like she was having a bad dream.

Her eyes went widen at the sight of Brittney. She opened her mouth to say something, but quickly closed it.

"What the hell Conner! What is that hideous thing doing in here!" Brittney screched.

I could feel my blood burn and race up my body. I clenched my fist to make sure I didn't hit her.

I quickly pin her against the wall and let my anger out.

"I swear if I see you again in this room I will not hold back, and if you ever say something like that to your Luna again." I didn't finish the sentence when I felt her soft touch on the inside of my shirt.

She shhed me in my ear. She pointed to the door for Brittney, who wasn't happy about it, but she left.

I let her take me back to the bed and cuddle into me.

I breathe in her smell and wondered why she helped me. What was she up to.

When I woke up she wasn't in bed. But I could hear a soft cry. I followed it to the bathroom. I cracked the door open but I couldn't see anything. I opened the door wider to see Melody huddled up on the floor . She was in an uncomfortable position. Her eyes were widen and red. And she just stared at me.

If I didn't know her I would think she was possessed. I slowly approached her. She didn't move an inch.

"What are you doing." I tried to find something that would explain but nothing. All she did was shake her head. I quickly grabbed her up and the blade fell. Really.

There was blood in the back of her shirt and in a puddle on the floor. Her wrist was cut open and bloody. I pushed her on the toilet and ran to the aid kit.

I put the cleaning swab on her wrist and wrapped them in the wrapping cloth thingy. And the whole time she just stared at me.

"Why?" Was all I could get out.

"My wolf said it was best for us." She replied.

All I did shake my head no. I needed her.

I grabbed her and held her.

"Please don't leave!" I begged. I felt her warm tears and her nod.

"I'll stay for you." She whispered in my ear.