Letters from the Gone

This First Goodbye

I've decided to give up

Not the smartest choice on my part

But I can't help it

I tried

I swear i did

But you didn't want me

So now this is it

This is where I'm going to leave
things

This is where we are saying goodbye

I still love you

I'm not going to stop that at least

I'll just stop trying

If you wanted me you would have taken me

And you didn't

So goodbye

Dare I see you again

My heart would shatter

I would crumple to the ground

And then I would get up

And walk away

All because I've given up

On you

On me

On everything worth living for

I'll miss you

I love you

But this is goodbye