Letters from the Gone

The Second Goodbye

I've been thinking about you.

Dreaming actually,

Bet you aren't surprised.

I never did stop you know.

Not even when I claimed I did

It didn't even go one second

without you drifting into my
subconscious.

Without wondering

What if...

What if things happened differently

What if they never ruined it.

What if you actually cared enough
to give me a chance

I'm not mad at you

It's not like I could have changed
things

Even if I wanted to

Even if it would have stopped me

I feel I'm headed towards something

And I'm afraid

I'm terrified

Of what I am going to find when I get there

My tie to everything is slowly breaking

Like a worn string ready to snap

What scares me more

The only way to stop it
is you

You can save me

I could ask you to save me

Even though

I already know you wouldn't

So I guess this is it then

This is goodbye