*italics are brendon's thoughts
tw: substance abuse
october 31st, 2009
dallon has been staying the night a lot recently. he's been helping me with my nightmares and maybe making me realize how much better he is compared to ryan.
i mean, ryan was my perfect ten..
but dallon is my 12.
dallon poked brendon to get him up.
"cmon sleepyhead, you still need a costume for the party tonight.."
brendon groaned.
"oh fuck.. that's tonight?"
dallon nudged him softly.
"yes that's tonight. go get into the shower, you stink. ill make you breakfast and we'll go find a costume.." he whispered softly and gave brendon a kiss on the forehead (no homo tho).
brendon blushed brightly and stood up, going to do as dallon asked. even through his blush, he couldn't stop smiling and neither could dallon.
brendon hurried to take a shower, taking a few extra minutes to himself before coming out and hugging dallon from behind. he was quite surprised to see jon up and at the breakfast bar before 1.
jon had been very lonely since he convinced spencer to go rehab a few weeks ago and all brendon wanted to do was make sure jon felt loved, spencer felt loved and dallon.
he really had thrown ryan in the mental trash.
but was he mentally okay?
no.
not at all.
he just didn't want to bother anyone for any longer. truth was, he truly believed he'd never stop loving ryan. maybe he'd find someone who gave him that same feeling or an even stronger one.
but he would never not love ryan for what they had shared.
dallon poked brendon, snapping him out of his thoughts.
"cmon, dont make me feed you-" he teased and ruffled brendon's hair before sitting in between jon and brendon.
"what day is it?" jon asked quietly.
"halloween. you get to pick up spencer tomorrow.." brendon replied softly, hugging him and finishing up his breakfast.
jon stared lost in thought, recalling the agony he watched his lover go through. he missed him terribly. even if he knew spencer was getting better. even if it was for the greater good.
jon felt like he abandoned his sweetheart, destroyed him and abandoned him again.
and nobody could make him feel better unless spencer was in his arms again.
so he moped moved around while brendon and dallon went out, probably falling in love.
you just never know with love
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sorry it's not long, first day of school and shit. ly <3
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