Confessions of a Hoe

2.

"So how was your first day baby?" My Mom said coming through the front door. I had been at home a few hours before her. my mother is a RN and always got off later.

My mom is a single mother. My dad left when I was just a baby, he wasn't ready for the responsibility of being a father and I guess he's still not considering I never even see him. I bumped into him once when I was 9, I didn't even know who he was until my grandmother told me and he wasn't even acknowledging me then.

My mom dated but couldn't ever find the right one. This saddened me because she's such an amazing person and deserves the world. She's so sweet and down to earth. I could count on my hand how many times she has raised her voice. She is truly an angel.

I shrugged my shoulders "It was okay." I got up from my spot on the couch to help her with the few bags of groceries.

"Was that girl on time?" She asked with a bit of distaste.

"Yes" I lied. We were the last ones to enter the gym and she didn't even text to tell me to come on like we had planned. If I hadn't open the door and seen them walking down the street. I wouldn't have made it to school at all.

"Okay well that's good.. what about the boys?"

"Mom. Really?" I said annoyed

She found this funny. I didn't, I was shy about topics like this.

"I'm just joking Kay. But you better not have any funky tale boys in my house."

"Mom, please stop. You know I'm not even like that."

Unlike my friends, I'm still a virgin but honestly, I'm curious and I think I'm ready. Especially since I've seen Jaylin.. just the thought of him made me wet.

"So, what do you want to eat tonight?" My mom asked.

"Ummm.. tacos" I said as a text came through.

Kadeja🙄: hey girl! You want to go walking?

Me: sure

Kadeja: ok I'll text you wen I'm outside.

Me: ok!

"Mom, can I go walking with Kadeja?" I asked

She raised an eyebrow "on a school night?"

"Mommm, please. We just going to the candy store around the corner."

She sighed "okay Kaila, don't be out long. To the store and back."

"Okay, thanks mom!"

On cue, Kadeja texted me saying she was outside.

I walked out and we listened to Nicki Minaj Megatron as we walked up the street.

"Where you get your clothes from? They super cute!"

"Thanks. Fashion Nova."

She nodded "so what you think of the girls? Jania and Mariah?"

"They seem cool. We haven't had a chance to talk much." I said

"They're cool. Mariah and I been friends since kindergarten. She's cool but she's the type to act differently around certain people."

"What you mean?" I asked

She sighed "for example. If I was on the side of the road, she would pass me up to go pick up some friends she not even that close with.. she's a little more about status. As long as she feels like she's ahead of everyone else. She's good."

"Oh, wow." I said curious to why she's telling me all this about her friends. "What about Jania?"

"Oh, NeNe is cool. We just got close about 2 years ago. She didn't have any friends and people used to pick on her. But she's okay, she's just kind of blunt.. very blunt" she said and laughed

We were almost to the candy store when I seen who I thought I'd never see.. Jaylin. He was posted outside with some other guy the same caramel complexion as him. My heart started beating fast. I tried not to look at them as we passed by. I kept my head down and walked into the candy shop.

Kadeja picked up some Chee-Wees chips, fruties, and Fanta peach drink.
"Want anything?" She asked

"Mmm. Just a spicy pickle." My weird obsession was pickles. I had to have one everyday.

The candy lady picked a pickle out the jar and placed it in the plastic wrapping. Kadeja paid and we left out.

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Jaylin

"Aye, who was that fine as girl that was with Kadeja?" Dre asked

"Some new girl from St. Lawrence."

He nodded "I think ima ask her for her number."

I shook my head any laughed. Dre was a year younger than me in the 8th grade. But he stayed pulling something, or at least trying.

"Nigga she don't want you. Besides, what can you do with all that? Have you seen her!" I said. The girl was fine as hell and far as I'm concerned, she's mine. Dre definitely wasn't getting that.

"Nigga. You just saying that because you want her." Dre said

"Damn skippy."

He laughed "nigga. You got a whole girlfriend."

I smacked my lips "so, she ain't here. Plus we going through some shit"
Me and my girlfriend Alexis been together 4 years on and off. She was going to Jonesville too until I messed up and got her pregnant last year. Her mom made her get an abortion and go to another school in another town over.. which I still didn't understand because she still lived in Jonesville around the corner from me so we still seen each other regularly. Shit just stupid.

"Oh shit. Here she come." Dre said

I shook my head and laughed "nigga whoever is giving you pussy is chap as fuck for that you a whole goofy."

He smacked his lips and waved me off. I thought about my girl and all she's been through with me and decided to go against my better judgement and leave ole girl alone. But when she passed by me and I got a good view of that ass.. all that went out the window.

"Hey, excuse me" she turned around "Kaila right?" I said more of a statement than question walking up to her.
She looked shocked

"Um, yeah."

"My names Jaylin.. I think we take English together" I said

"Oh, yeah I remember you." I'm sure she did. The whole time I was introducing myself in class she was looking like she wanted to jump on a nigga dick.

I smiled "yeah. I'm surprised you remember me.. I couldn't help but remember you though. You're beautiful and I refuse to let you get pass me again without at least asking for your number?"

She paused as if she was thinking. I don't know what for. I know she want me.

"Umm.. ok, yeah."

She passed me her phone and I saved my contact. I really wanted her number so I could make sure she hit me up. But I decided to play it cool instead and leave the ball I'm her court. I wasn't too worried anyways, I'm the most wanted man in our school I can get whoever I want.

She smiled and walked off telling us bye.
"Damnnn." Darius groaned
I know she had to have heard Darius loud, horny ass because she looked back and giggled.

As she walked her ass jiggled and my little man jumped in my basketball shorts. Fuck that! She better hit me up
"don't forget to hit me up" I yelled out watching her walk up the street. She smirked and yelled back "I am now!"

A second later a text came through
244-654-2643:
Hey, save my number☺️

I smirked to myself. Yeah, I'm definitely hitting that.

"Nigga you Marcus Alsina son for sure. You think you a player." Dre said

I smacked my lips "nigga shut up. Go home." I laughed and walked up the street to my house.

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Ok so what y'all think so far?
I know it's kind of boring right now but it'll get interesting.😬