Harry finally is broken/cracked, he always felt anxiety but always put it off but what if at hogwarts fourth year that anxiety controls him, so much that he loses friends but creates new ones even a mentor/Guardian that can look after him better tha...
Harry- I look around me feeling my chest hurt as the ball of anxiety plunges through me, I sigh sitting on the train alone feel my special needs dog who I got over the holiday because my family couldn't get me to speak all it did was be mute or stayed in my room all day away from everyone and everything when not doing chores, getting the dog was the best thing every from my family and the last thing ever from my family not that the beating, lack of food where anything anyway
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I called her Trixie because she seemed like a Trixie plus I thought it suited. I was looking out the window feeling tears pour down my face as I tried to control my Panic attack, Trixie stayed with me until she though it was time to get someone. I hear her bark at someone and they rush in the pick me up putting my head to their chest where there heart was beating and my finger on their pulse I didn't know who they where until
Severus- "breathe Potter, breath in and breath out follow me breath in and breath out, there we go, everything is okay your safe now okay" I feel him nod as he calm back down, once I knew he was okay I turn his face toward mine "can you please tell me what provoked this Potter" but all he did was look at we blankly/emotionlessly blinking before shaking his head slowly and gently "okay, you don't have too incase it causes panic or distress, is it alright if I stay here for the rest of the rid incase it happens again" I see him nod, I sigh lifting him up putting him in the seat opposite saying for a few second before getting my things from my compartment bring them to Potter. I go back into his compartment seeing him hugging the dog to his chest and cheek as he stares with no emotions at all as if the person I knew Potter was, wasn't there anymore as if yeah the body and eyes were alive but soulless. I sigh getting a book out of my trunk reading but every minute looking up keeping and eye on the boy, I guess I thought I knew this boy guess this whole time never did I don't think anyone did.
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Harry- when I go into the great hall sitting down with Neville with Trixie sitting on the bench on next to be putting me between them both, in front of me where Hermione and Ron on the other side of the table
Hermione- I growl "where have you been Harry we couldn't fine you on the train!"
Ron- annoy "yeah mate we where looking for you everywhere for the last three years ago, so why now are you hiding something from us hey are you too good to be up friend now!"
Hermione- "you should be ashamed of your self Harry Ashamed!"
Harry- I feel my self start to shack then my eyes roll back everything went blank
Severus- I sat there like everyone else in shock that was until I say Potter start to start to panic and shack I go up quickly running over as his eye go backward having a epileptic fit on the floor, I put my knee under his head knowing that there that when having a fit people need there head supported but allow the rest of the body free but make sure theirs nothing around them to hurt them. After a bit I looked up feeling everyone still frozen "well someone help!"
Madam Pomfrey- I rush over unfrozen doing my job giving him some potions before looking at Severus "carefully lift him up and help me get him to the hospital wing, he will have to stay there over night then in morning see how he is doing"
Severus- I nod carefully lifting him up into my arms like she said before we set off walking to the exit of the Great Hall leaving hearing Dumbledore tell everyone to calm down saying everything was going to be alright. Once in the Hospital laying Potter down in a free bed not that there where any beds where being used.
Madam Pomfrey- I do test on him, I gasp looking down at the extremely too long parchment, I feel tear come into my eyes I bit lip trying to control my self. I look up at Severus, I sniff passing the parchment over to him
Severus- I take over the parchment reading on all the physical both sexual and none sexual and mental abuse that this boy has gone through, I sit down in the chair bedside the bed breaking down, I feel someone stroking my back in a soothing way I look up seeing its poppy "this whole time i've been treating him life shit when he went through worser abuse like me, I treated him like dirt on the bottom on my shoe all because I though he was a bratty clone version of James Potter I thought he was treated like a Prince, I should of of saw the fucking signs, the fucking signs"
Pomfrey- I pulled the distraughted man into my arms as he cried his heart out, I've never seen Severus like this ever he's always been the guarded emptiness masked man who never go close to anyone or anything, this person in my arms might be called Severus Snape be he's a whole different person as he falls apart within my arms. I look up looking eyes with Albus mouthing 'this is all your fault' making sure he could see the sadness mixed with rage and anger within my eyes
