Good old days.
(Please listen to it 🙏)
W e b e c a m e o l d.
You had your own life and i had mine. I learned to let you go. I did. I had my own company now. I took photos like always.
I was the CEO and I had talented groups.
Rose sang and played the piano she became famous with that beautiful voice that she cherish and I was proud to be there for her.
I dont know if you heard..... but Jisoo. Jisoo never made it. She didnt make it. I told her not to go. To wait for me. But she didnt listen she took the plane the plane that would killed her.
The last thing that she said.
"Take care long legs. Remember fighting. I'll see you in a few"
Fighting for what exactly.
Why would she say that.
The last thing I saw was her smile. Those heart shape lips. With one last turn she was gone. But she lied. I would never see her again. Not now not never.
And.
And where were you?! I thought you were her BEST FRIEND. You didnt even bother to show up. Jennie. Where were you?
I hated you for this. What happend to us.
To blackpink.
Now im 57. Stuck here. All alone. Nothing. Just lookig over the pictures. Pictures of us. Young. Our debut. Our first award. First tour. First plane together. Our picnic. First V-live. First pet. Blackpink house. Fan sign. Concert. Last but not least when we first meet.
Those were the good old days. The ones I wish I could bring back.
Now just memories.
Memories that I would forget.
Jisoos deep laugh.
Roses cheeks.
The smiles.
The ones we cherished.
All time
When we teased each other. When we joked around. When Jisoo teased me. When me and Rose fought over words. How. How? How could you forget all that. How. Why would you leave us. Why now jen. You left me. You decided to walked out.
Blackpink was over.
Jisoo was just 38. When this happend.
She was beautiful never growing old. No wrinkles. No dark spots. Just beautiful as always. Rose young as ever. The same angel I knew. The one that skipped around. The one with the wings. She was that. My best friend. The friend that did stay beside me. Never letting me go. Never leaving me alone. Even if I was wrong she would support me. And she still is.
Remember that time. When me and her made a V-live. In the park. When we watched the sun go down. When she teased me. When she sang. When the birds kept bothering her. Hahaha. She was my angel. My best friend. Then one who was there to tell the world about Lilly. She was there.
Or Jisoo. When we ate together. Gosh I miss her purple hair. She was the unnie I wanted to be. The one who encouraged us. The one that would not cry on stage. The one that kept strong. But for who?
Was it for us?
She was the best sister anyone could ask for. Sure she was in love with chicken but we loved her more. Even if the world had diffrent opinions she was the far most beautiful woman ever.
I was happy. Excited when she invited us to her brother's wedding. She wanted a dress too. She said when she got married she would make sure we would be her best guests. Sadly none of that ever happened. She never got to experience what a family would be like. Neither did Rose. Till now.
Our first V-live was my favorite. You were the mostly the shy one. Me and Rose skipping Jisoo saying random stuff. Memories I wish i can forget. Wishing we all could meet one day hang out just like the first time. Laugh make fun of me push me tell me what to do anything just to get us back. But I can't i wish I could if only time machines existed but they dont if dimensions existed if black holes existed i would do anything. But it's not true what is done is done. We loved each other a bond that never broke. And you jennie you had my heart. You had me. Nothing would ever be replaceable. Nothing will ever be comoared to you. Nothing
But now.
Just now.
I decided for once to Finally let you go. It was for the best.
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