🌸Forever One🌸

Chapter 20-From Where It Started

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"Forever One"
Chapter 20
From Where It Started

Miyeon was really happy and excited for her upcoming birthday, and i asked her to hangout, she insisted on driving the car and thats when-"
Jungkook paused, tears started to fall again on his cheeks, he hugged Miyuki tightly.
Miyuki held his hand to comfort him, and He continued.
"Thats the last time i saw Miyeon laughing and teasing me. We got into a car accident and she got severly injured. We were in hospital and chanyeol was beside her in pain, crying and praying fro her life, but i cant even imagine what chanyeol felt that day, seeing his love, his everything taken away from him. I asked everyone not to tell you because you wont be able to handle this news and i wont be able to be there with you to comfort you because it was a really big shock for myself, and i didnt even knew if i could ever feel alive or get out of this shock. I wanted to be alone, on my own to accept this reality.
But still you found out about Miyeon's death from a friend and you were broken just like me. We both got quite like we were lifeless bodies. That day in hospital, the hell that chanyeol got through, and lost miyeon wasnt the end of trauma for me, from there another fear started. Chanyeol came to me and grabbed me from my shirt collor, he was in rage and misery like i had never seen him before, fire in his eyes. I still remember his words and those eyes.
"Jeon Jungkook!! YOU are the reason why i lost her!! Its YOU who couldnt protect miyeon!! YOU took her away from me!! WHY?? D-did you saw that smile on her face?? How excited she was for her birthday!!! BUT YOU RUINED EVERYTHING!! You wanted to take her out of depression right? Out of that dark room she locked herself in!!?? And you took her out and pushed her in a Dark Pit?!! From where she can never get back?? " chanyeol said, i was listening quietly to what he said cause i wasnt at his place, Jungkook said and continued.
"You know what Jeon Jungkook? Its stupid to say these things to YOU Now!! I should better prove these!! YOU NEED TO go throughh this hell or even worse than this as well!! You need to feel what i am feeling right now!! THATS WHEN YOU'LL UNDERSTAND!!" Chanyeol said to me with fury and rage, his determination wasnt scarying me until now, cause even i, myself considered me guilty, i was emotionless at that time, empty because i am the cause of this! It was my fault, i deserved the hell, but it took a different turn that was worst then hell.
"Jeon Jungkook! You'll understand when you'll be at my place!! M-Miyuki, you have Miyuki right? Your precious Love!! I wont let you two to be happy!! I will create circumstances that she'll feel suffocated in a locked room as my Miyeon did, and you'll see her depressed, crying, and going crazy!! And if she'll come out, i'll get her killed somehow and you wouldnt be able to protect her just as you failed protecting Miyeon, death would be waiting on her head everytime Jeon Jungkook!! Remember HOW happy my Miyeon was for her birthday but you took her away from me EVEN BEFORE THAT!! I'll take away your Love YOUR MIYUKI before her BIRTHDAY so you'll always remember Jeon Jungkook." Chanyeol said and left Jungkook with a last glare.
"Miyuki we attended Miyeon's funeral together, we both were quite and didnt even talked to each other and after that i locked myself in my house for 2 weeks. We didnt met each other or had any contact. And when i was ready to accept the reality, and started getting better, i came to meet you, and my heart shattered when i saw you in a depressed condition, and i started meeting you more often, everything was getting better when one day i saw you on the road while crossing road and saved you from the accident, and right after that the fire accidents, thats when i started to feel scared, s-scared of losing you." Jungkook's voice cracked as he remembered those feelings, and he placed a kiss on top of Miyuki's head. Miyuki snuggled in his arms and he continued.
"I saw you, close to death two times and that made me so scared and weak inside, it was really difficult to handle and maintain myself whenever i saw you like that. And your birthday was coming closer and closer, and it felt like the dying everyday. I asked you not to go out cause of what chanyeol said but you still went out and my heart stopped when i didnt found you at home!! Every second was painful while waiting for you. I didnt wanted to lose you, i didnt wanted to lose myself again, cause i am nothing without you Miyuki. And when the day was coming closer you went out again, and that was even more painful and difficult for me Miyuki, i wanted you to come home safely!! And when you got back i couldnt take any more risks so i locked you up in the room to protect you and keep you safe until your birthday passes. I swear every moment when i kept you like that i died inside, i couldnt live too and i didnt realized that by keeping you locked up i was suffocating you, i was depressing you, but i was so scared i didnt had a choice i wanted to protect you and i didnt told you about this because i didnt wanted you to remember everything about miyeon again and get depressed. I am sorry Miyuki, please fogive me." Jungkook said and kissed Miyuki. It was a quick, but passionate kiss.
"Why did you took my necklace?" Miyuki asked innocently.

<A Few Days Ago..>
After assuring Jungkook that she is fine, Miyuki's eyes were getting close and Jungkook was sitting beside her.
~Jungkook's POV
"Thank God, her temperature is getting normal, it made me really worried. Now She Would be able to sleep peacefully."
Jungkook was sitting beside Miyuki, when he noticed her necklace.He Thought of something, and decided to take the necklace off, he gently took of the necklace
without disturbing half asleep Miyuki. Miyuki felt him close, and opened her eyes slightly, Jungkook was surprised to see her still awake, He hoped, that she didnt noticed her necklace and placed a kiss on Miyuki's forhead and went to his room.

<Present>
Jungkook remembered, and answered
Miyuki's question..
"Because you and Miyeon always used to buy and wear same jewellery items and i didnt wanted you to go out wearing that cause that could provoke chanyeol and remind him of miyeon." Jungkook answered.
"Miyuki, can you forgive me? I know i did wrong, but i just wanted to protect you, cause you are my Life, My world." Jungkook said and Miyuki didnt let him speak anymore, and placed her finger on jungkook's lips.
They both sat there crying together, Miyuki snuggled into jungkook's embrace and he was stoking her hair.
It was almost midnight when Miyuki woke up, they both had fall asleep while sitting while crying and comforting each other. Miyuki carefully got out of Jungkook's embrace and placed a cusion under his head. She covered him with a blanket and closed the door before coming out of the room.
Miyuki drank some water and sat on the couch in the living room. Her blank expressions changing into painful ones. "Mist, there isnt any confirmation right?" She gently asked Mist and kept looking staright.
"No Miyuki, i am sorry but there is no way to confirm if this is your real world or not. Only time can tell you that." Mist replied in an apologetic tone.
"I am still afraid, actually i am tired. Tired of living like this!! Whenever i feel like everything is getting better, or i am getting to know things better and i start adjusting, everything changes in the blink of an eye and it feels like my efforts became zero, my world restarted. I am not sure of anything, the fear of everything changing is a death itself, nothing is permanent!! And not just myself, i am scared to hurt all these people who are attached to me and i feel guilty!! I just cant tell them, oh you have loved me from childhood, or high school, or we met at liabrary or we worked at same place!! But i dont have memories so lets restart!! I Cant DO THIS ANYMORE!! I Cant Go through these miseries again and again, if thats how i have to live i dont wanna live!!" She started tearing up, realizing the reality and maza she's stuck in. Tired of confusions and her memories.
"Then why not look for the escape route? Remember miyuki, no matter how tough and deep a maza is, but it still has one right way, one exit, One way Out!! " mist suggested and tried to comfort Miyuki.
"What do you mean mist? I dont understand! How can i find a way to get out of this maze?" Miyuki asked with confused expressions.
"To solve a problem you have to get to the root of problem, find where it started from?" Mist answered.
"B-bighit office? Everything started from there i guess? But its 1am right now." Miyuki stated as she saw the clock.
"Well, you need to start from somewhere." Mist said, and the necklace stopped glowing.
"Its now or never." Miyuki said with determination, wiped her tears and carefully and silently left Jungkook's house. Without realizing its 1am and 21st May had started!!

TO BE CONTINUED...

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