🌸Forever One🌸

CHAPTER 15 ~Forgive Me

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"Forever One"
CHAPTER 15
~Forgive Me

The moment he saw Miyuki lying there like that, his heart stopped, tears dwelling in his eyes.

He got her out as the people were trying to put out the fire. "I wont let anythinggg happen to you!!! I WONTT!! THATS WHAT I HAVE BEEN SAYINGGG!! BUT I- I COULDNT KEEP YOU SAFE!! I AM SORRYY!! ITS ALL MY FAULT!" Jungkook started Screaming and crying, holding her in his arms.

A girl gave him water for miyuki to drink. Jungkook sprinkled water on her face as well, and kept crying. "I shouldnt have let you come here!! Its all my fault!!" His tears were falling on Miyuki's face.
"I-its not your f-fault jungkook, s-stop blaming yourself." Miyuki said in a raspy voice while coughing, and blinking her eyes a bit. Jungkook got calm and stared at Miyuki as soon he heard her speaking, He smiled slightly with relief and teary eyes, Miyuki smiled back and closed her eyes.

Jungkook took Miyuki to his house again, and called an emergency doctor since it was really late. The doctor told Jungkook that everything is fine, she fainted again cause of smoke and now its really important to take care of Miyuki properly as she went through two traumatic incidents. She's a bit weak as well so she needs alot of rest.

The next morning, Miyuki wakes up and opens her eyes slowly, and tilts her head. She sees Jungkook Sleeping On the sofa beside her bed in a sitting position. She recognizes where she is. While staring at the ceiling, she recalls everything that had happened in two days, she didnt forced herself to think because that'll increase her headache.

"That road accident, Jungkook saved me from that, later that fire accident, Jungkook saved me again. The accidents werent minor, but still, they were accidents. I have met Jungkook quiet a few times at bighit, he even greets me hello and goodbye specifically which meant we know each other, but i never got to find out, how do we know each other. Also, I lost Jin at the road accident, and i havent been in contact with him, i need to inform him as soon as possible." She thinks in her mind and then looks at Jungkook sleeping peacefully, From his eyes it seemed like he hasnt slept the whole night and maybe cried too.
"I dont understand, why was Jungkook crying so much? He said its his fault, but how? Why did he reacted that way? Were we that close friends? " Miyuki was thinking while looking at jungkook, and right at that moment Jungkook woke up.

"Miyuki when did you woke up? Are you okay?" Jungkook asked in a husky, sleepy voice while rubbing his eyes.
" i am fine now, dont worry. "Miyuki got up, and sat on the bed.
"I'll go make breakfast for you. You also have to take your medicine, there's the bathroom, you can freshen up till then."Jungkook said and got up to go to the kitchen.

Jungkook came back with breakfast for Miyuki, and placed the tray infront of her.
He was about to leave when Miyuki called his name politely. "Jungkook, You saved my life twice, i can never thank you enough, and sorry i am bothering you like this, i mean you dont have to do all this for me but still you are doing, i'll do something about place to stay and all, i-" Miyuki said apologetically and innocently but was inturpted by Jungkook.
" Miyuki, p- please dont say like that. I- i am sorry, i know i wasnt able to protect you before all this happened, but i- it hurts if you'll- i- i promise, i'll not let anything happen to you again, everything will be fine- " His voice cracks again with guilt, why? thats something that Miyuki doesnt knows.
"Jungkook please dont blame yourself, it was an accident, i might have forgotten to turn of the gas which caused the accident, it wasnt your or anyone else's fault." She replies in a comforting tone.
"Then dont say or think that you are a burden to me or you are grateful like it doesnt matters to me. You will stay here okay? "Jungkook insists.
Miyuki doesnt says anything and keeps looking down on her lap.

After giving Miyuki medicine, Jungkook asks her to rest and not get up at all. Miyuki asks him about her cellphone but he aplogizes and tells her that he lost the bag at her apartment as soon as he saw her unconcious. He had to leave for work which he didnt wanted to, but miyuki insisted that she'll be alright and he should go, so Jungkook went to his work.
Miyuki was alone at Jungkook's house and she had been resting for a few hours since Jumgkook left. She knew that jungkook and she, knows each other and from jungkook's behaviour, seems like maybe they were close friends. She didnt had anywhere to stay at the moment, cause of the fire incident, but there was alot that she had in mind to do.
"I dont have my cellphone, using jungkook's phone or landline would be useless as well since i dont remember Jin's number."Miyuki thought and got up from the bed. "I have to tell him, he'll be worried. I dont have keys but this is an automatic door so i'll just close it and i think jungkook would be back till then so its okay." And she left Jungkook's house.

Miyuki was still a bit weak, but she walked to Jin's house. She rang the door bell but there was no answer, She waited there for a few minutes and tried again but of no use.
"Jin isnt at home? Where could he be? Office, or maybe to find me? But what should i do now, he's the only person i can go to right, and he deserves to know where i disappeard!!" Miyuki said worriedly, guilt in her eyes.
Miyuki starts walking back, the sky was still bright. "That means i have to stay at Jungkook's house for now, but is that alright? Would that be okay? I need to contact Jin as soon as possible." She said to herself while walking slowly. "Why is all this happening? First my memories, then those worldsss and now the accidents!" Tears warming up in her eyes. She sat in a park, still thinking about everything. And then got back home.

Miyuki rang the bell and jungkook opened the door. Jungkook didnt said anything at first, but his expressions were unsual.
"I met the owner of your aprtment building and he told me about the condition of things there. Mostly stuff and the apartment itself arent useble, but still somethings like stuff in cupboards etc is alright so they sent a few boxes of those things. Other things in apartment are untouched and the repairing will start after the weekend." He said in calm and low voice but there was something weird in his tone.

Miyuki nodded and thanked him and opened the boxes. "You can stay in that room, i'll stay in the other one. Go and Freshen up and i'll make something for us to eat." He pointed at the rooms, his voice and eyes softened. Miyuki nodded and took the boxes to the room and changed.
They both sat on the table in kitchen and started eating. "Miyuki, arent you comfortable?" Jungkook asked, still eating and looking at his food.
"Uh, n-no there's nothing like that. I am comfortable." She gave him a satisfied smile.
"Uhm why did you went out? I told you to rest and stay at home right." Jungkook asked with concern.
"Uh, you know everything that happened was pretty sudden for me too Jungkook, two accidents one after another, i lost my cellphone as well, so my contacts and everything is messed up all of a sudden. Thats why i-" Miyuki was explaining politely when Jungkook inturpted her.
"Its okay Miyuki, i should have understood that its not easy for you. But- you dont have to go out. I- i mean you know your health, i have seen you in bad condition two times and i want you to recover completely first. Please, promise me you wont go anywhere and take care of yourself." He said worriedly and concerned.
"Uh, jungkook but i am okay-" Miyuki said but was inturpted again.
"No you are not okay Miyuki, tell me hows your headache?" He asked.
"I- its, it hasnt gone." Miyuki sighed, she was feeling guilty in her heart that Jungkook is caring for her and she has been worrying him even more.
Jungkook called her name so that she would look into his eyes. "Miyuki, i am saying this for your health, and your safety, dont you trust me?" He said in a soft, comforting voice, genuine worry in his voice.
"Okay Jungkook, i'll not make you worried again, and take care of myself." Miyuki slightly smiles and reassures him.

It was late and Miyuki and Jungkook both had gone to sleep. At midnight, miyuki woke up from her sleep, cause she wanted to go to the bathroom, she rubbed her eyes and got up. She came out of her room and went to the bathroom and while going back to her room she heard a voice, a low sad voice, which was probably Jungkook's. Miyuki went near jungkook's room and found the door slightly open. The lights were dim in the room and jungkook was lying on the bed. A photo frame turned upside down on the bed. Jungkook was speaking to himself, in mere whispers, like he was tired or worried about something.
"Why did all that happened? If i could have saved you in the first place, nothing of all this would be happening now. Its all my fault isnt it. This danger this tension, its all because of me. I cant let that happen again, Please forgive me M- " Jungkook couldnt whisper another word and gulped, he sighed with tension and guilt in his voice.

Miyuki quietly returned to her room and layed down. "I dont know what jungkook was talking about, but he seemed very broken and upset cause of something. He was talking about someone wasnt he. Maybe he had lost someone really close to him in his past and he accuses himself as a cause of it and he doesnt want me to get hurt in his presence, thats why he was so worried when i went outside today." Miyuki says in her mind, jungkook's tenced face coming infront of her eyes. "He really cares for the people close to him, he cant sleep cause of the worries, he's the person who saved me, i am lucky that i was friends with a genuine person like him." Miyuki said and closed her eyes, falling into deep sleep.

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