Change Of Heart

Authors Note

Im not gonna be able to upload as much because school for me starts on Wednesday and with work and all this shit i wont be able to upload more parts as much. i promise ill work on the next part when i have free time but it wont be any more extreme than that cuz i have to pass my junior year.

Ok I have some good news for y'all, me any my friend are over our...little disagreement and don't hate each others guts anymore. I think this was a learning experience for both of us...for me ive matured a little over the summer so I don't overreact over things, though my anger problems are still as bad as they were ive learned that since I have a hard time controlling it im just gonna walk away before i get too angry and come back once i cool off. So hopefully since our temporary grudge agenced each other is over maybe I can finally continue or restart my fnaf story and my tmnt story. ive been working on this one by myself with every little time ive had so sorry i haven't edited in a while ive been busy with school and work and don't have a ton of free time but you will all have to deal. ill have another part out soon i promise but im not sure how long soon will be.

Im sure you probley heard about my bf incident too, that's also why i haven't been uploading a lot either. basically what happened was my bf broke up with me because i deleted his families accounts of Netflix and i don't know shit about Netflix so i thought if i deleted it it would delete it for me not for them too. the whole reason i deleted it was that i was afraid my dad was gonna get pissed and get me and him in trouble for having his Netflix on me. then we got into a disagreement and then that's when he broke up with me. Its been a month or two since then but its really hard to let go because he was the first relationship that made me feel like i was loved because none of my relationships have been great and he just left like that. not only did i lose a boyfriend though, i lost my best friend too. now in school he wont even talk to me he ignores me and i cant even look at him without wanting to cry.

Maybe since i have my other friend back i can complain to them about it, they have always been a good listener when we where friends. And i know i was a terrible friend i see that now but im gonna change my ways for the better, like i said though, my anger is still very hard to control but i have figured out a solution to help at least cool down for a while. im just glad they accepted me back as their friend they are truly loyal if they accept me back into their life after everything ive done, that alone is true friendship. if you dont know who im talking about then they are regretfulletitor i think thats their username.

Don't get me wrong i know they probley still hate me because im a bad person i guess but at least im fessing up and relizing my mistakes, what i did was uncalled for and i shouldnt have lashed out