You already met my parents by the time Thanksgiving rolled around. But you hadn't met my aunt and uncle. I invited you to our family's Thanksgiving. You ended up coming with me after work. We showed up fashionably late... we did make an entrance.
Everyone was already eating so we just got right into it. I ate a lot of rolls because I'm a roll lover....sounds right. We played bored games and I mean I had fun. I remember giving you a kiss on the neck and I can't say why I gave you a kiss there instead of the cheek but I did it. But I remember my mom glaring at me after I gave you the kiss, I just said "what?" like I didn't know.
So I'm pretty sure this was a little bit after that, we were calling each other. We were going to see each other that night. We were about to end the call and as you were saying goodbye, you said I love you. By that time we hadn't said I love you. I mean I knew I felt something different when I'm with you. Something I never felt with anyone else. I knew that I wanted to call you mine for the rest of my life. I knew I was jumping the gun but I mean we talked about what our future could be.
You quickly apologize, saying that you just automatically say it when you say goodbye to your mom. I jokingly came back with I love you too, poking fun at you. I was playing around, if I was going to tell you I love you, I would do it in person. We ended the called and I bet you felt like an idiot but I felt like that maybe was a sign for me to tell you. It might have not been the smartest thing for me to go off of but I'm impulsive and you only live once.
That night we went to Walmart, we just parked and you were about to get out. I stopped you to ask you about what you said over the phone. You apologized again and I asked you if you loved me. Before I let you answer I said "because I love you". You were in shock but you said that you did love me back. When I explain what happed it doesn't sound as romantic as it was. It was like a movie scene but I meant it when I said I love you.
So many people misuse I love you, I mean I did in my first relationship. Didn't say it in my second but for you I meant every single word. I'm crazy in love with you. I say that everyday and I know that I can get annoy but I mean I like being gushy. You mean the world to me, I didn't know it then but I mean you became my everything, in a good way.
Christmas time was right around the corner, or I mean it kinda was. I mean there was snow in Leavenworth. This was a whole messy situation. We were planning to go to Leavenworth with your family and we were going to stay the night there, just us two. I ended up saying that I was staying with a friend that night, lying to my parents so I could go.
I got up that morning, you were late so my parents were awake when you came to pick me up. I was furious but I tried to move past it cause I didn't know how I was going to get out. That whole situation was a mess. I don't even like to think of it, I start to think of everything I've done wrong with my parents.
I snuck out but they saw your car so I was already screwed. We got to your place and hung out for a little bit. We left and the ride was fine for me at least. You were driving so I mean you probably weren't having a whole ton of fun.
We froze our asses off but we held hands in my pocket like normal when we got to Leavenworth. We got to see all the light and your parents let us go off separate. We were super hungry so we got a pretzel and shared it. You got your iced mocha, which makes no sense but you never like it warm. I got WARM apple cider, just thought everyone should know. We were able to sit and enjoy it.
We then went through shops and just had a fun trip trying to forget this dumb world. Your parents wouldn't let us stay, it was too dangerous. I mean I wasn't happy but I wasn't as mad as you were. You made it seem like me being here wasn't enough. Your parents were letting me sleepover still but you still were mad. We went to a diner to eat and you were still mad. After we ate, we went out the car and I tried to calm you down. But you get really defensive and angry. I mean I knew you by now, and I know when you snap like a snapping turtle.
When we got back to your house, we got cozy and we had to sleep on the couch but not next to each other. It's funny to think that's how we had to do it once but then it's like I just claimed your bed as mine. You would go do something and I would fall asleep on your bed, hogging it so you can't even get on to cuddle.
You fell asleep fast but I was up till three and then woke up five. I kinda just stared at you once in awhile. I mean you are super attractive and I don't care what other people think of you because you are all mine. I mean my man is hot, like really hot. I tried to fall back asleep but couldn't. You started to play with my hair but you weren't fully awake.
We got up around ten to start the day and I went to my phone to see an angry text from my dad. I mean that really sums up the trip, they threaten to kick me out but jokes on them now. We are going to have sleepovers at my place now cause I live on my own!
We did get your haircut and then we got ice cream even though it was pouring rain. Those kind of things never really stop us.
10:21 pm
