Our next weekend that had a pretty decent impact on us was the weekend we went to the Seattle Target. We didn't have a good reason but when do you ever have a good reason to go to Target.
We had to pay for parking unless be bought something. We were going to buy something but then the line was so long. They only had like four cash registers open, bad choice on them. So we just paid for parking.
We went back to my house after and ended up falling asleep. We woke up around five in the morning. I had to sneak you out which I mean I don't think it worked but we got you out. You called me about a couple seconds later saying you forgot your vape in my house.
I looked for it and couldn't find it so I told you just to come in. You came back in and that is when we woke up my dad. I remember looking for it and hearing my dad moving around upstairs. We were so caught.
I started to panic, I knew my ass was in trouble. So here I was trying to think if I could get you out of the window, I couldn't. We went upstairs to my dad sitting on the couch, I had to go to the front door to get my shoes because I wasn't going to stay home.
We ended up leaving and going back over to your place. We were going to get coffee but then you told me that it was so hard to give me a goodbye kiss before because my breath was nasty. I'm still bitter about it but it's fine. We stopped at Walmart so I could get breath mints and gum because my boyfriend is a butt.
When we got back to your house, we ended up just going back to bed. We spent the day with your family. I was scared to go home so I just spent the day with you. Pretty sure we ended up going to Seattle so you could go to that snowboarding place.
After that we ran to a grocery store so I could use the restroom. We both had to go either way, that is the first time we used the restroom at the same time. It was a gender neutral bathroom, we both just went in and your brother waited outside for us.
I remember starting to talk to you and you told me not to because it was weird. I don't know why but that will always be funny to me. I mean now you will come into the bathroom while I'm getting ready, so I mean it doesn't bother you now.
I would say three days later, I came home from hanging out with a friend. I went up to my room and then my dad came upstairs angry. Everything that he was holding from the last couple months came out that night. He was yelling at me about you sleeping over and how he knew that it was an accident.
I don't think I could ever explain how bad it was but it wasn't good. I was in tears and he wasn't stopping. I felt like he was calling me a disappointment and he also said how you weren't allowed in the house anymore. I think that made me burst into tears.
When he left the room, I texted you something along the lines of I need you. I remember my sister coming over to me and trying to comfort me. You automatically read it and called me. I explained what happened and kept crying while you comforted me.
I can't even explain how thankful I am for you. That moment when I needed you the most, you were there. No question, you called me right away. Even though you couldn't be there with me, it still felt like you were. I know that it freaks you out when I cry but this time you knew how to handle it.
A week later we ended up going on a very nice date. I reserved us a table and got all dolled up. You didn't stop complimenting me and you got all dressed up too. You looked really good also. When I got in the car you kept complimenting me, I still think about that a lot. It makes my heart beat really fast.
But for me it's like every nice thing gets ruined for me. I ended up not feeling well while we were at dinner. It was before I even ate and it really sucked because I wanted to eat. I was in a lot of pain, and you came to my side to comfort me.
After dinner we went back to your house. I crawled into your bed in pain, you automatically got me water and took care of me. You made sure I was warm and you cuddled me. If I needed anything you would get up and get it for me. I wanted the lights off and just your string lights on. You took care of me the way I want to take care of you for the rest of my life.
We ended up falling asleep and woke up around four. I thought I was good enough to get me home at least. I told you I wanted a nipple water bottle just because. You needed gas either way so I told you that I got gas but I wanted a water. So you went and got me one. The whole ride home, you were holding my hand.
When we got back to my house, you walked me to my door and made sure I got inside. I remember I couldn't even make it up to my room, I passed out on my little sisters floor for a little bit. I was in too much pain to even think about making it up to my room.
Honestly, even though the dinner was rough, I was still thankful that it happened because I got to see my boyfriend who takes care of me. I never get sick so I was super thankful that you were there to take care of me. It means the world to me, I love you.
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