Lovestruck // Bronnor Fanfiction

Chapter 45- Steve Harrington

Arwens pov

I drive home alone and heartbroken. Amy and me will truly never be the same. I don't think Connor would even let me ring her, but I'm happy for them both. They're happy, that's all i want for Amy.

I get home and collapse on my bed, put my headphones on and just put my music on shuffle. Coincidentally, Fix You by Coldplay starts to play.

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need....

I lay back on my bed. Just the song i need at the moment, I think sarcastically. I close my eyes and the song goes on.

Tears stream down your face
When you loose something you cannot replace.
Tears stream down your face and i...

And it's true...they do because i know that i will never find anyone else like Amy. We just...where right. All way through school, after school...we got each other. We liked the same music, we liked the same films, we liked mostly the same clothes (mom jeans all round.) Same tv programs we could talk to each other about the episodes. We where gym buddies. She listened when i talked about my brothers and how i missed them. She laughed at my jokes and hugged me when my nan went into hospital and i cried because i was afraid I'd loose her. We went together like two peas in a pod. I'd tell her all this...only if she'd listen.

After Fix You i stop my music and turn my headphones off because I've lost the mood...

Brads Pov

I knock on Arwen's front door and wait until someone answers. Arwens brother Nathan answers and looks at me suprised.

"Er..hi Brad. Can i help you?" He says.

"Hi Nath. Is Arwen in?" I ask.

"Yeah she's upstairs. Come in...would you like a drink?" He asks as I step inside.

"No thanks. I won't be here long just want to talk to Arwen," i say. He walks through to the kitchen and asks me to follow him. Oh no im in trouble.

"Brad. Can i ask how Arwen is? Shes been really upset lately and I'm not here often so I'm not sure why exactly." He says sternly, they obviously have a strong bond. I hesitate for a moment because all this between Arwen and Amy is mostly because of me.

"Well...something happened between her and Connor and i promised her i wouldn't tell you. But it led to her and Amy falling out and it's all pretty messed up." I say because i know if i told him the whole story he'd probably flip.

He waits for a moment before speaking.

"Ok. Thanks. Just...can you keep an eye on her please mate?" He asks.

"Don't worry i am mate" i say. He nods and i go upstairs to see Arwen.

Her door is open a fraction and i can see that she is laid on her bed motionless so i knock a couple of times. She sits up on her bed and turns around.

"Oh...hey Brad," she says sniffling and her eyes are red. Shes been crying.

"Hey...you ok?" I ask, walking in to her room.

"Haha...no. Can't you tell?" She growls sarcasticly.

"Yeah," i reply bluntly, perching myself on the edge of Arwen's bed. "Amy?" I ask. She nods, looking really sad, then sits up fully and puts her head on my shoulder. I wrap my arm round her back. "It'll get better," i smile, trying to sound like i believe it.

"It won't though Brad. No matter how hard i try to make it better it won't get better. I've just got to accept how things are..." She says.

"No. No don't think like that. It will be ok. I promise," i say moving my shoulder away and taking her shoulders, looking into her eyes. "I promise."

She sighs.

"Brad, always the optomistic one..." she sighs "but i love you for it" she adds on at the end. We move close together and I place a kiss on her lips. She kisses me back.

Arwens pov

I move my hand up to the back of brad neck and entwine my fingers into his soft curly hair but then he pulls away.

"Whats wrong?" I ask confused.

"Oh...nothing, nothing," he says but i don't buy it.

"Its Amy isnt it? Brad you broke up with her because you said you had feelings for me and i dont want you to have thrown away your relationship with amy for nothing. I cant...i cant talk about this right now, im really upset about amy and i dont want anymore guilt or hurt at the moment. Just let me know when you want to talk."

I get of my bed and head downstairs. Im upset, to be honest, about brad but i really cant think about that at the moment. All i can think about is amy.

I suppose brad lets himselft out because i hear the front door open and then close as i walk to the kitchen.

"Right murt im heading back home now. Will you be alright?" Nathan says collecting his stuff that he wanted for his house.

"Is there any beer or gin?" I ask.

"Er...i think so" he says opening the fridge.

"Then ill be just fine" i say sniffling.

"Arwen when your upset getting pissed isnt going to solve anything" he says seriously.

"Nathan i was joking....though i might have one"

"Ok. I dont know when ill see you next but i hope youll be ok" he says pulling me into a brotherly hug.

"Cheers murt" i say as he releases me. He heads towards the front door and i go to the living roon and turn on Netflix. I cant whatch Fresh Prince at the moment because it was always mine and amys thing. So i put on stranger things. If anything can cheer me up right now....is Steve Harrington.

I start the episode and sit down with my chocolate and glass of Rekorderlig. Then i hear the front door open again and nathan comes through to the living room.

"Move up" he says.

"W-what are you doing? I thought you where going home" i say confused.

"No not tonight. Tonight im going to stay with my little fruitcake because shes upset and i havent been here for her when i should have been. So...what we whatching?" I let out a chuckle at his little speech.

"Stranger Things"

"Stranger Things again?!?!? How many times have you whatched this now?"

"What?!?!? Its my favourite series!"

"Ok, ok. Calm down" nathan says sitting down, i lean back on him like hes a pillow like i have done for years.

"Thank you....my big fruitcake" i say looking up at him and smiling.

"No problem lil'sis"

And for the rest of the night i vertually forget about everything else and everything seems normal.

Hey guys arwen here. Now written a chapter in ages!!! Been on holiday. Hope you enjoyed this one xxx