Pain

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Pain is something we feel. Pain is usually associated with negative thoughts or feelings but pain can also be for positive thoughts. Sometimes you can love someone or something so much that it physically hurts. You could be playing around and get hurt but the pain doesn't feel bad because you are having fun. I often feel pain. Usually in a negative way but there are some positive ways of my pain. For example, I love my old cello so much that it hurts to get rid of it. My love for many fictional characters hurts because I know they aren't real. Pain is felt everyday. You might not feel it but you experience pain everyday. You might have the pain of wanting someone but you can't have them. You might have the pain of missing someone but you won't say anything. Pain is everywhere. Pain fucking sucks most of the time but you get used to it. I had have felt many so many times and it fucking sucks. The loss of a beloved pet kills you. It hurts so much that you cry yourself to sleep often. Nothing can fill that void except pain. Pain has become my friend over the last few years. More so in my freshmen year. I went through so much that year and it still haunts me. Granted, I shove those memories away but it still hurts. Sometimes you can overcome the pain but sometimes the pain is too much and in the end, it wins. Now let me tell you this. Don't you ever fucking let the pain win. It's not worth it because it causes more pain and we don't want anymore of that. Fight through the pain and I promise you'll make it into the light of day again.

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