coup de foudre [ first chapter ]

chapter fourteen.

chapter fourteen.

You are like a curse to me.

A curse I can't break. A curse that will chase me and be a part of me forever. I wasn't aware that you cursed me with such a beautiful thing, something that you actually took from me, without noticing it was gone.

You meant the world to me, but having you meant living life with a curse.

We changed each other.

The others were always telling me that my behaviour was changing, I didn't know if that was a good or a bad thing. They just always said that I changed after I met you. They said that you changed me, but I denied it. I always denied it, whenever they said something bad about me, you or us, I always denied whatever they said.

I said that it was just me changing because of them, not because of you.

Now that I think back, I was stupid.

I was so stupid. A stupid, naive little kid who thought that she could do anything perfectly. A kid who thought that everything would fall in its place when the time was right. A stupid kid whose... heart got broken so many times by stupid boys.

A stupid, naive little girl who was destined to always be the heartbroken one...