I'm sorry

Ya idiot

Mike's pov

Fuck I have been staring at will's ass for at least ten minuets now. Fuck I can't move!!!!!!! Dammit he's turning around he's definitely going to know now. Why am I even staring at his ass I........ do I I........No i can't..... I can't like will he's my best friend and a boy  my dad would fucking kill me if he knew.

u-uhm mike why are you staring at will?-Lucas

Yeah Mike why are you staring at will's butt?-El 

 " Just a side note that is important especially in this part but, Max, and Dustin are the only ones that know that Mike is bisexual. The only reason is that one El doesn't know what LGBTQ+ and Mike doesn't feel comfortable telling her. Two, in this series Lucas is a horrible homophobic so Mike doesn't want to lose his second best friendship. One last thing, Will also does not know because well obviously mike doesn't want his crush to know he likes him but, Will does have his suspicions. -author note"

Oh..........u-uhm n-nothing-Mike

Did Mike wheeler just stutter?-Max

L-lets j-just go-Mike

Ok?-Will

Will's pov

What the hell just happened? Max, Dustin, and Mike know i'm gay. Wait does..........does M-........no no no, NO! wait or should I be thinking yes yes, YES! I've liked Mike since kindergarten I might not of known it at the time but it's true.

Hey will you ok?-El

Uhm...............y-yeah-Will

You sure?-Mike

Y-yeah-Will 

O-ok?-Mike

It's been a few minuets of us walking in awkward silence and i'm scared that if I tell El  our relationship would be different and it be weird at family dinners and I really don't want her to be angry at me. and we'll act weird and we would have to explain to our parents.

hey were here-Mike

Hey I was wondering since Will was acting weird Will and I could go talk at my house and you can go help Joyce with dinner?-Mike

Yeah that sounds fine. Are you ok with that Will?-El

Y-yeah just make sure you remind my mom ok-Will

yeah ok, But why do both of you keep stuttering?-EL

NOTHING!- Mike and Will said in unison

wait.............did that just happen?

ok yall are acting weird but Will i'll see you later-El

ok bye-Mike

So is everything ok?-Mike

Y-yeah-Will

And that's all we said to each other the entire way to his house.we finally arrived at his house.

Hey Will-Karen

Hey-Will

we walked downstairs in silence. I didn't realize that I was staring at his butt. I don't think that he saw me staring at him. I really hope that he didn't notice. At least I didn't make it obvious like mike did. I always thought about Mike maybe liking me and I always my suspicions about him maybe liking me but, since I saw him staring at me at Lucas's house. At least i'm able to hide that I like someone.

So, are you sure that your ok?-Mike

Y-yeah a-are you?-Will

uhm there's something I've been wanting to do-Mike

w-what?-Will

My palms started to sweat  and my heart started racing and i'm pretty sure that I was blushing really hard, as Mike got off the couch pushed me onto the couch and sat on my lap and there we were Mike on my lap and our breaths mixing.I stared at his lips and then into his eyes. I new how beautiful his eyes were I had just never been this close too really see them in detail. I think i'm going too draw them after El and Hopper leave my house. We sat there in silence staring into each others eyes our breathes mixing. Next thing I know Mike breaks the silence and says:

I really like you-Mike

And the next thing I knew he kissed me and i'm pretty sure that I shivered and went as stiff as a board when he bit my bottom lip.

Took you long enough ya idiot- I said while throwing my arms around him and kissing him and as we pulled away he said,

So how long have you liked me?-Mike

Well to be honest I didn't realize that I liked you until the 6th grade but that's when I came out as gay but to be completely honest i think I've liked you since kindergarten.

wow so I am really an idiot-Mike

yep-Will

Hi sorry if its a little long but i'll try to write tomorrow 

august, 15th, 2019