I woke up with a throbbing headache and I was bac-, I jump outta my bed and look around. There's no one here.. the last thing I remember.. I grab my head in pain this makes no since. I go to the bathroom to look at my head and.. I have a big ass knot on my head. I'm so pissed off that I let my guard down like that, I need to find her. I put some clothes on grabbing my hearing aids and go downstairs, as soon as I hit the corner I ran into lee.
My first instinct was so smack her and that's exactly what I did, she stood there holding her face licking the blood from the corner of her mouth. I mean I guess I deserve that but you ain't even let me explain, she back's up walking into the kitchen. And what is it that you nEeD to explain? I asked pushing past her blocking her way. We stood there staring at each other for what felt like forever.. I just kept feeling my heart speedup and jump a little, I had to look away because I noticed she was biting her lip and right now.. IS NOT THE TIME. I'm so upset I mean I know I haven't even known this girl a week buhh damn, yall know when you just get that feeling when you meet someone? Your heart just jumps and skips beats.. it starts running all fast and shit.. I look down shaking my head laughing to myself. What's funny?, nd whachu shaking ya head fo? She reached down grabbing my chin lifting my head up. Now.. Is you finna sit down and let me explain? or is you finna sit here and be mad? I just look at her and finally I say yes.. I'm really hoping she got a good ass explanation. I walk to the living room sitting down pulling out my tray as I roll a couple blunts cause she really got my nerves ticking. She sat across from me I think she just knew it was better that way, I spark the first blunt and signed for her to start explaining.
She looks at the floor taking a deep breath, I just hit my blunt watching her, finally she starts to talk. First let me start off, yo ex? yeh that bitch crazy I aint fucking with all that.. I was on my way to get you and she came outta no where next thing I know I'm in some type of warehouse tied up getting beat awoke. She looks up at me, now that I think about it she was limping a little when she was walking earlier.. My ex sent me a picture of her.. buh I didn't know they did all that.. I shake my head as I pass her the blunt and look away, so how did you get away is my question? She was about to speak but started coughing I couldn't help but to giggle a little. She must have heard me cause she shot me a look then said, I made a deal with her so this will be the last time we can see each other or talk to each other again.. because its not me she's gonna kill... I look at her confused.. its not her she's gonna kill? what does that even mean? I snatched the blunt back hitting it, she looked at me an said "its you".. I instantly felt my heart drop to my ass dropping the blunt because I know she would really do it.. Lee rushed to pick the blunt up seeing I was in a panic stage. She puts the blunt out kneeling in front of me grabbing my chin looking me in my eyes, aye don't freak out everything gonna work out you know I aint finna stop talking to you, I know we just met and all but shit I aint finna go through all of this to just let you get away that easy, she gonna have to try harder. We gonna keep it low ima talk to a couple people I know & see what they can do, don't stress it I got you. I just laugh to myself because at the end of the day I know I'm not only scared for myself but also for my ex.. because I know I'm just as crazy as her. I look Lee in her eyes and nod my head reaching around her grabbing the blunt lighting it back up leaning back.
Whatchu thinking about? she asks as she slides back on the couch, I'm just at a shock that she really doing this.. she came all the way here for what?, cause she definitely aint finna get me back I laugh to myself hitting the blunt a couple more times passing it back. How long was y'all together and what happen? Uhh I mean is you okay if I ask? I- I guess you kinda have a right to know at this point..
Well we've been together since I was in middle school so it's been about 8 year's. Moral of the story I wanted to move here for school.. and she didn't want that nor did she want to come with me so for my sake I ended things. I grab the next blunt lighting it, I look over an she just staring at me. Wowww 8 years that's a long time y'all must have really been in life an living life shit no wonder she crazy for you, she starts laughing a little I punch her arm. Shut up just because we stayed together for 8 year's doesn't mean things was sweet because they were far from it..
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