LifeLine// BTS mafia AU (Completed)

26: Rise and Fall

"Ari can we talk real quick? I know you have to be in the backyard in thirty." Namjoon asks kind of timidly as we sit at the kitchen table.

I mean I don't really blame him for being slightly timid. Nor am I confused. When I go off like I did yesterday; if that person tries to initiate anything when I'm still pissed, I've been known to break things and leave people in pain for weeks.

I sigh and nod "Sure."

Jin takes our plates and we go upstairs to my office and close the door. I sit on the edge of my desk and Namjoon sits in one of the chairs. "I'm sorry. My behavior the past two weeks was very out of character for me. It was also very irresponsible and inconsiderate. I knew better and I chose to do it anyway. I wish I could give you a reasonable or rational explanation but I can't. I put alot on you and I worried you and the rest of the family when we have enough to worry about as it is."

He pauses and looks for a reaction but I don't give him one so he continues. "Although I have to say that you've done an amazing job at what I just, dropped on you. I'm sorry for stressing you out so much and putting a potential danger on you and the new additions." He makes a small motion towards my stomach.

I nod "I wish you could give me a reasonable and rational explanation for your behavior too, because had that been anyone of us you would have been tearing us a new one. I appreciate the apology Joon. But I can't forgive you until you show me that you are back into boss mode. I know that it's hard to balance love life v.s work life especially when that love life is in your work life. But you're a smart man, so figure it out. And you can't get mad at me or anyone else for not trusting her yet. I love you Joon, but you have to respect our opinions and viewpoints as much as we respect yours."

He nods "I know. And I understand. You always make good points and even though angry, you showed more yesterday than the usually rational and calm you; you weren't being unreasonable and you were right." He pauses "Which most of the time you are, it's rare that you aren't. I know you need to see action and improvement before you give in to anything so to speak, so I will make sure that I do that. And I also hope you know that my first order of business as I am back in boss mode, is you can not do any physical training at all until those children come out of your womb and you are fully healed after that. And as much as you will not like me for this; you are sitting back seat for our next upcoming large task. I can not have you out there and possibly get hurt and then have Hoseok and Jungkook and probably Yoongi rip every limb and organ from my body."

I chuckle "I already planned on taking back seat. I may be willing to put my own life at risk most of the time but I'm not putting them at risk." I place my hand on my stomach "We weren't even sure if this was possible and if the doctor is right; which we won't be able to really find out for awhile; but this could actually be rare. Not like 'that never happens' rare but 'it's possible but not seen alot' rare. I'm not risking this."

Namjoon nods "Understandable. And what do you mean by rare?"

"So obviously it's twins but it was two different eggs that were fertilized and from what the doctor has been able to tell so far one baby is about a week and a half ahead of the other. She thinks that there's a possibility that one is Hoseok's and the other is Jungkook's. They don't see it alot with two different fathers but they do see eggs that are fertilized at two different times. We won't know for sure for about another month and a half."

"I'm assuming they are ecstatic."

I hum "They are. We really didn't want to tell anyone until after my first trimester was over but now is the biggest risk period for me to be under alot of stress. I mean of course it's a risk throughout, but its alot bigger of a risk right now."