LifeLine// BTS mafia AU (Completed)

31: Pain and Love

Mark and I's conversation isn't much different from the first time but this time I ask him if he wants to talk to Jungkook and see if he can offer some advice that I can't and he agrees, so I go back to our room and grab Jungkook.

Once back in the office I sink back onto the couch and Jungkook sits in a chair across from Mark. "Ari has already kind of told me the situation and I've noticed things on my own. Things that most people may not truly notice or really know how to explain. But I want you to tell me what's going on and how you feel."

Mark nods "I'm glad they're happy. I truly am. But I'm jealous and I feel guilty. Jin has noticed that something isn't right and I know I'm upsetting him by pushing him and Tao away. But I don't know what to say. How do you tell someone that you are in love with them and their boyfriend? How do say that you want to be a part of that, a part of them. Maybe I'm too young. Jin and Tao probably just see me as a younger brother and would just laugh it off if I confessed."

Jungkook nods "I understand that. I had an advantage because Hoseok and I were kind of involved before and age wasn't really a concern because Ari is a year younger than me. But I understand that longing and that want. When Ari and Hoseok approached me I wanted to laugh it off but I was too shocked. I can't say for sure because I'm not them, but I don't think they see you as a little brother. They may dote on you because of your age; mostly Jin but that's how he is and I think you know that. I know it's scary but the only thing you can do is talk to them. You might be surprised by the outcome. And if it doesn't go the way you hope that's okay."

Mark nods "I know, just scared and nervous I guess."

I get up and ruffle Mark's hair "Everything will be okay."

There's a knock on my office door and then it opens and Tao peeks his head in "Can I come in?"

I look at Mark and he nods so Tao comes in and closes the door behind him. I reach out my hand for Kook and he gets up and takes my hand. "We will give you two some privacy."

I stop infront of Tao and grip his forearm harshly "Hurt him in anyway and I will kill you. I dont care that I'm pregnant. I will end you." I whisper.

He nods stiffly and Jungkook and I leave my office and head back to our room. I climb in bed and lay back on Hoseok with a sigh. "What's wrong baby?"

"Tao asked to speak to Mark, they're talking right now. I think he's just worried about him." Jungkook climbs in bed and presses a soft kiss to my cheek.

Hoseok kisses the top of my head "He'll be fine."

"So when are we going back to the apartment?"

"Whenever you want. Everything is kind of over now and I'm not sure Namjoon really needs us living here anymore." Hoseok shrugs.

"You should probably talk to him about it, see what he thinks and if he really needs us to stay here."

I sigh and nod "Yeah probably."

"Its been a long day baby, get some sleep. I know you need it." Hoseok gets me to lay with my pillow and him and Jungkook lay down with me. I slowly fall asleep with my two boys curled around me.

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× A few months later ×

"Hoseok!"

"Yes baby?" Hoseok pops his head in the bedroom door

"Hungry."

Hoseok chuckles "Good thing I'm making dinner. You want to come out and sit with me? Kook should be home soon."