goodguyfitz

Confession

"Tri... I need to tell you something"

"Oh yeah? Me too!"

"Oh okay, you go first"

"I finally made a YouTube channel!! I posted one video of PUBGM with my brother"

"Good, I'll make sure to check on that"

"What about you, Massie? Did you also make a YouTube channel?

"No I don't"

"Why? You said that's part of your job. Beside you're a pro player based on what I've seen on your videos. Not like me"

"Stop it, Tri"

"What?"

"Stop being too generous. You're the kindest cutest girl I've ever met. You're gorgeous and pure, innocent, and you deserved better"

Okay here we go.

"Okay... but all of the sudden?"

"You know what, fuck it. You deserved to be with me"

"Wait, what? What do you mean, Massie? Are you pranking on me?"

"Listen, Tri, I just wanted to be honest since I'm not honest to in the first place..."

"You lied? About what? The whole thing?"

"Mason, stop it. You're scaring me....!"

"Tri ... I have to be honest that...."

"I like you and ...."

"Manson. I do like you too, but you don't have to prank me"

"I'm not fucking prank you, Tri! "

I'm recording audio because I can't stand this feeling any longer. I had to confess it. I want her to be mine. Even though not forever.

"I wanted you to be my girlfriend"

It took her a minutes to reply with voice note. My heart thumbing fast, I'm soo afraid that she would turn me down.

"Look, Massie. You are a good man, with a nice attitude, handsome, masculine and very tempting voice. Which girl ever even think to turn you down? But I'm not like those girl..."

I know, Tri. That is why...

"I can easily fell for a guy like you but looking back at what my religion and family build the wall is kinda make me clueless fool. The only reason I opened up for you because I think you're a good man and I think at least I wont feel blue because I cant have a boyfriend like you. Being your friend is sadly enough for me. Love doesn't need having"

This girl is not a regular girl.

"What if I can assure you that I will only bring joy to you, at least a romantic, healthy, everyone's goals of relationship experience for a special girl like you?"

"I'm afraid that I can't let you go... I'm afraid of parting"

"Its okay. Even though we're going nowhere in the future at least you have fun, we have fun to each other, no regrets burden us in the future of not having what we really wanted. Please, Tri... Give me a chance... Please... I promise I would never do anything to hurt you, your family and religion. I just want us to have fun together, to experience extraordinary love... I need you"

This time, she takes 5 minutes to reply my voice note.

"I'll think about it. Please give me a time okay?"

"You call it, sweet pie"

"Thank you Massie, your a good guy. "

I smiled hearing her last word for today. Yeah at least I had to leave her alone to think about this whole new thing.

I hope fortune Goddess on my side this time...