"He's doing great, his blood pressure is perfect. His vitals are perfect. Like we stated before you might get some physical activity but not much. If you need me or any of us, you let us know immediately. We're here for you. The nurse night shift will be in to introduce theirselves later on. I'll make sure to it"— Doctor Perez
The doctor stood there saying, I was just sitting here dazed still because as bad as I wanted Kace to get up he didn't, he wouldn't, he hasn't. I'm so hurt, I have to explain this to my kids. My poor Kacie still asking about her daddy.
"Thank you for all you've done for him."—Mama Gorge said pulling me from my daze.
"Your welcome"—Doctor Perez
Once the doctor left out, she turned to me and asked was I okay and of course. I lied and said yes! My allergies was acting up so bad, there was so many flowers sent by family and friends in the room. I hadn't been home yet and the girls had called me over twenty times, I know Lolli and My aunt was being ran crazy with all the questions. I needed to go home and bathe and see my kids.
"Kas you wanna go home for a couple hours with the kids, I'm not going nowhere."—Mama Gorge
"Yeah, I was just thinking that. I know he'll be okay with you guys here."
"I'll drive you.."—Kay
"I'll ride with y'all.."-Nola
I kissed Kace "see you later" and we headed downstairs to the truck. Once we got in the truck, I was out like a light until Kay woke me up talking about something to eat. I hadn't ate allday appetite been all messed up.
"You need to eat Kas. Remember you're with child"—Nola
"I know. Give me a loaded potato, X-Large. No beans. Add sour cream, chives, butter and avocado. Steak bites with Extra seasoning, well done."—I said
Kay repeated my order back to the lady over the phone. She knows Jo's Shack is my favorite place to eat.
"That's Jo's shack right?"—I said sitting up in my seat
"You already know big girl.."—Nola replies from the back seat making me busy out laughing. I love these girls.
"Girl fuck you. Ok?"— I said jokingly because she make me sick. Always got some shit to say.
"I'm not ready to tell my kids. I just wish Kace would wake up before we make it to the house. "—I said trying to holding back tears. This was becoming very hard for me and everybody knew it.
"We here for you Kas. You know that. You won't go through none of this alone."—Kay said reaching over hugging me and Nola leaned over from the back seat caressing my back. These my girls and I'm so thankful to have them real shit. We picked our food up, I smashed my plate of corse. We made it to my house and I broke down, I suppose to be pulling up here with Kace. Kace was suppose to walk through that door and he wasn't, he didn't. I am so hurt, how could someone wanna destroy my life. Who would wanna kill my husband? My everything. I sat there crying my eyes out, It hit me harder than I thought. I could not pull myself together for nothing in world, Nola ran inside and got my aunt.
"Kastity pull it together baby. Teedy right here. It's gone be okay"—Aunt Della
I tried to pull myself together but the thought of me being in this house without my husband forever was a thought I couldn't shake. I want him to wake up already. I felt my baby moving and tightening up and it pulled me to my feet. Making Kay, Nola and Aunt Della jump back. This wasn't a ordinary pain
"What's wrong?"—Nola
"Ouuu shit. I'm hurting so bad right here."—I said rubbing my side.
"Let's just come inside the kids are gone with Lolli to get dog food for the dogs."—Aunt Della
"Ok."—
I felt something very warm dripping down my leg and then boom! My water broke..
"Teedy my water just broke. I'm in laborrrrrrrr.."—I said screaming very loudly.. I was dead ass standing in my driveway in labor..
"Kaylor go in there grab my purse and make sure my cigarettes in there. Get the baby bag and car seat in the sun room. I been prepared for this day."—Aunt Della
Kay ran inside and got teedy stuff and the baby stuff..
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I gave birth to Ma'Kenzie Larnette Gorge. August 23 @6:28PM. She was 8lbs 11oz!!!!!
She had to be my biggest baby I've ever delivered. She looked just like Kace and Lauren. They marked all my kids. I had Kay to record the whole thing, so whenever Kace wake up. He can see it.
"Congratulations baby."—Aunt Della said rubbing my forehead. I looked around the room and got sad instantly because my husband wasn't there. I've never birthed none of our kids by myself, even with a room full of people. I Still felt alone until I heard my kids footsteps. I don't care if they miles away, I know my kids footsteps when I hear them. They all flat footed and boolegged like their father.
As soon as the door opened, I seen Kacen and KJ fly up toward the hospital bed with me and Ma'Kenzie. Kacie stood back looking, I guess it was a jealously thing.
"Mommy where my daddy?"—Kacie
The whole room got quiet, the nurses cleared out the room. Everybody was just quiet some as standing some was sitting just looking at eachother.
"Yea Where pops? He ain't called me back or nothing?"—KJ
"Ma, why you crying?"—Kacen
I didn't even notice me crying, but the time was here to tell my kids the truth. There wasn't no right thing to say, there wasn't no wrong thing to say because rather I told them today or tomorrow it still was going to hurt. Everybody left out the room, except Aunt Della, Momma Gorge and Mack and Lauren.
"Come sit down right here next to mama. Come on"—I said the patting the bed. Kacie, crawled up under me. KJ and Kacen sat at the end of the hospital bed.
"You know how your daddy takes trips overseas here and here?—I said
"Yes mam."—Kacen,KJ
"Well he was hurt and he's in the hospital. This hospital exactly. He ok but he can't talk right now. He's asleep"—I said holding back tears being as strong as I can.
"So he not dead?"-KJ
"No baby. He's not."—Mama Gorge
"He can't talk? That's called a coma Nanna?"—Kacen said turning around looking at Mama Gorge.
"Your dad is asleep right now and we don't know how long he'll be asleep but as soon as he wakes up. I know y'all will be the first to know and the first people he see."—Mama Gorge
"So daddy is sleep?"—Kacie
"Yes. He's asleep. He's in a coma. He can hear you but he can't talk back right now."—I said
"Have you seen him mommy?"—Kacie
"Yes I did baby. Mommy hasn't left his side until now."—I said kissing her forehead.
"So do daddy know you had the baby ma?"—Kacen
"No, I haven't told him yet."—I said.
"Have you seen him tete LaLa?"—Kacie
"Yes. I have tete Kacie."—Lauren
"Everybody seen my daddy but me."—Kacie said folding her arms pouting.
I noticed KJ very quiet. I could see the confusion all over his face and I tried to keep my composure, because I didn't want my kids to see me cry. I had to be strong for them. I just know how strong KJ and Kace bond was and I know it's killing Kace to be away from him.
"KJ wanna take a walk with your ole man?"—Mack
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EARNED LOYALTY 2
General FictionWill Kace make it to see his unborn children? Will Kas and Kace relationship fall apart or fall together stronger? This thing called "Love" is very stressful. Love don't love nobody. Is Kas as loyal as she says? Did Kace earn his loyalty to Kas?
