Dreamy // oneshots

Don't forget me; Renmin

Renjun wandered the streets aimlessly in his pajamas, his arms remained limply at his sides while a small sob followed by a hiccup left his throat. he so badly tried to keep back those hiccups and sobs but they ended up passing through his lips into the air. Not paying attention to where he was going the younger bumped into someone who also seemed to be lost on the streets, and at such an ungodly hour past midnight.

"Its a little late to be out at night don't you think?"

The boy who looked no younger then Renjun asked his voice laced with concern as so his face showed the same emotion. Renjun just looked up at the male tears streaming down his face as he furiously wiped them, by now his eyes were red and his cheeks all blotchy from the hot tears continuously rolling down his cheeks. inhaling softly Renjun's voice came out hoarse but auditable.

"Why do you even care huh?"

Renjun instantly noticed who the boy was and stumbled back losing balance when his foot hit the curb, Na Jaemin his crush since 5th grade, Na Jaemin the one who never seemed to notice him, Na Jaemin the popular boy of Dream High, Na fucking Jaemin who drives Renjun crazy with everything he does. The said male moved forward closer to the fallen boy.

"Renjun is something wrong?"

"Yes."

"What is it?"

"You."

Jaemin's eyebrows furrowed creating cute creases on his forehead which Renjun paused taking a moment to admire them, when Jaemin cleared his throat the smaller male snapped back into reality.

"Why would you care? everyone loves you."

"Renjun..."

"Na Jaemin!"

"Please just tell me what's the problem so I can fix it.."

Na Jaemin wasn't smiling for once and instead he looked tired, but why he had friends, he had money, he had the whole school drooling over him, he had good grades and no enemies. Renjun looked at Jaemin's face and noticed that look, it seemed familiar to familiar. That was the look Renjun always had on his face. Letting out a deep breath he didn't realize he was holding Renjun told him everything. In fact he spilt almost to much,

"I like you, I've liked you since 5th grade Jaemin. But you never even noticed me, you've only noticed Jeno and you guys seemed so close too close so I thought you where dating and today I promised to give up on my feelings for you. But it seems you seemed to have been planted deep into my heart's roots and now you appear everywhere. In my dreams and on my mind. It's driving me crazy especially because i know i want something that I can't have."

Jaemin looked down, he hadn't realized this. He was to busy with trying to shape himself into what others wanted him to be. He didn't like Jeno in that way he liked Renjun in that way, was he really to blinded on other peoples opinions to even notice the smaller's feelings? Did it really have to take running into Renjun on the street who was broken down into tears for him to realize this?

"Renjun.. I'm sorry, I put opinions before getting the hint that you liked me, those notes weren't just notes like those basic girls would've left on my desk. They were ones you left on my desk. They were notes of truth and wanting to get closer, I treated them like nothing.. I apologize for getting so caught up in shaping myself into what others wanted me to be."