another BL story. [Completed ✔][Major Editing]

Chapter 38 (Repost)

Here's chapter 38.. I do not know why it wont show up earlier. I do apologize. Here you go guys :)

P.S. Another short one. 

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(First time, again. Kai's POV)

Why wouldn't he tell me who he was hugging?

But I could've sworn I saw that guy, somewhere. He looks oddly familiar. 

I sighed, I hate this feeling. This so not like me. I opened my phone and I smiled, it was Alex's face, smiling back at me.

No, it wasn't just Alex. It was a group picture, yet his face was the only one I always look for. Even now.

Closing my eyes I remember him hugging this older dude, just outside the gate. I gritted my teeth in annoyance. I grabbed the nearest thing to me, which happens to be my pillow and I threw it against the wall. I can't believe you alex. What have you done to me?

I can't believe it. I'm falling for him.

I admit, i did try ignoring these feelings.. but I guess I can't lie to myself anymore.

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I decided to ignore him the following days, I can't have myself near him, I'd probably explode, not in a good way too.

He seems sorry though, I didn't bother. I just want my feelings to settle down. It's been bugging me for sometime now. I don't even remember when these feelings decided to bubble up. 

It probably started by the airplane? 

I shook my head, I don't think so.

 My thoughts soon vanished when I approached the gates of the house, it was Alex. He was panting, worried I neared him,"Woah! What's wrong with you?"

He immediately looked at me, "Hi Kai."

I looked away, pushing past him, "You better get inside." I mumbled. He looked like he ran a mile. 

I started walking when he caught up beside me," Hey, are you still busy?" 

I stopped, controlling myself. "Yeah. Sorry." I whispered, I wanted to get away. As fast as possible.

"STOP!"

I stopped, shocked, as I slowly turned back to look at him. Did he just shouted? I waited and he looked shocked aswell. He looks cute though. 

"Oh! There you are Kai!" I turned infront, to see Blake walking down the stairs of the front door. He was holding up his phone, with a gleeful smile.

"What?"

"I have something to show you." 

"Noooooo!" I heard Alex screaming, and I wasn't able to avoid his fast approaching body, as it collided into mines. Why did he closed his eyes?! 

Thud! 

I groaned, as I saw Alex on top of me. My first instinct was to hold onto him, he looked and is a fragile person. His eyes nearly bulged when he opened them. I held back a laugh, he looks adorable. But even myself am shock. I can see his cheeks turning red.

CLICK!

The sound of a camera woke me from my daze, I immediately pushed Alex off, as gently as I possibly could, and walked straight inside the house, ignoring Jake's greeting I locked myself in my room.

I removed my glasses, and jacket and went into the bathroom. 

I stared into my reflection, I looked like a mess. Washing my face, I ran my hands through my hair. I sighed, this isn't helping. I knew it. Ignoring him was the worst decision. 

I guess the saying is true, absence makes the heart fonder. 

After sitting on my bed, and hours of thinking. I've decided. I'm going to talk to him, since ignoring wasn't helping.

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A/N - I decided to show a side to Kai's head. The next chapter will be the continuation of the kiss ;)

I'm on a roll, posting chapters. Haha.

Thank you readers!
arigatou gozaimasu!
-A