Sex Nights

Chapter 5

It's been 3 days since Dylan and I slept together at the bar. Today you can already see a smile on my lips, it's the last day of the bet and after me and Dylan have sex today we will be both choosing bets for 1 month. Today I didn't go to the morning classes and I don't go to the afternoon either. It's lunch time and I'm going to have a meat and lettuce sandwich inside my room. I had to talk to Dylan and my mother all morning. I miss her. What would she say if she knew I was in this bet? She would surely cry to see that her perfect, dedicated daughter has been having sex for a month with a boy she doesn't love. Or at least I didn't love it.
I found out I'm really in love with Dylan. I always knew I had a crush on him. I don't know if this is just a crush but I really think I'm really in love with him. Not since the day I met him, but since the twelfth day we started having sex.
I keep these thoughts in my head while I eat my sandwich.
Tonight I'll sleep better.
Without having to think that the next day I will have to do things.
I could have said at the outset that I didn't accept the bet but then Dylan might still get kicked out of the game and all I want is not to hurt Dylan.
After eating I decide to make a video call to my mother.
- Hi beautiful.- says my mother on the other side of the phone.
- Hi Mom. - As soon as I see her I start to cry.
- Daughter are you crying?
- No mother.- I say sniffle.
- I miss my daughter so much.
- I miss my mother too.
- What has it been like to be at the best college in Los Angels?
- It has been interesting and studious.
- How nice. Just don't get into drugs. It's the only thing that would disappoint me a lot.
After talking to my mother, I start thinking about what she had told me.
Was the only thing that really disappointed him was drugs? Wouldn't she be upset about the bet? She would almost certainly be just not supposed to imagine such a thing because in her teenage years there were no such things.
I spend all afternoon doing practically nothing but choosing what clothes I'm going to take to the bar today. Today is a special day at least for me. Sex is going to end every day and I'll be able to focus more on class again.
Jasmin promises to pick me up from her car and take me to the bar.
When she arrives I finally get in the car and say.
- You were faster than I thought you were going to be.
- Well ..... today I can see that you are more excited.
- IS. It is true.
- I don't think it should be easy to have sex for 30 days with a guy we don't love. If when we love it is difficult, especially when we do not love this person.
- For it is not easy but in the beginning is always worse than when we are already more comfortable with the person. - I explain.
Arriving at the bar we joined Dylan, Jace, John and Rachel and sat down. I sit in front of Dylan. Dylan smiles at me and I smile back.
- So today is your last day of the 1 month sex bet. I just need to know if you guys do it today or not? - She says to Rachel.
- We do.- I say before Dylan says.
- And you, Dylan? - Ask Jace.
- I also accept to do. Just missing today.
Dylan gives me a hand under the table without realizing it. What will this mean?