Sex Nights

Chapter 15

It is already morning and I slept in a field near the college. I have a cell phone full of messages from Dylan and my mom. I will answer my mother but Dylan will not.
I'm very angry with him and he probably doesn't know that I am but ... I don't want to know. He could have told me.
So I decide to go to Florida. It will be great to talk to his father. I'll be able to get some fresh air.
- Get in the car ... Melody gets in. - A male voice says from a car right next to me.
And there he is.
- I'm not going in. - I say.
- Stop being naughty. Goes into.
I get upset.
- Where have you been all night? - he asks me.
- It has nothing to do with it.
- Let me guess, you're grumpy?
- Are we about to get to my room? - I ask to divert the subject.
- You haven't answered me yet. - he says.
- So can I ask you a question too? - I say to annoy him. - When did you lose your virginity?
He puts his eyes back on the road and doesn't answer me.
- Now I'm the one who says, you still haven't answered me.
- I lost my virginity four years ago to a girl older than me eight years, okay? Fuck you. Now answer me where you've been all night before I go crazy for not knowing if you were okay. - he screams.
- I slept at Maya's house. - I lie.
- Why are you like that? - I ask. - I love you but I don't know if I can continue to believe and trust you if you keep hiding your darkest secrets from me.
- You want to know why I hide that from you and maybe many other things? - he tells me in a calmer tone.
- I actually do.
- Because I know I'm not too good for you. I know you deserve much better than me and besides, I knew that this type of secrets that my past hides would hurt you.
- But I love you and that cannot change. - I grab him in the face and caress him - but I need time to think about it.
I get out of the car as soon as he stops the car in front of the college. I have classes and I can't continue to think about him, I have to think about my future.
I am so confused by this. I've never had it like this before. How I was ... how I am so, but so attracted to him. It is like a drug that cannot be stopped.
I go into class and there we go to start another difficult day. It's my birthday but I'm going to make sure no one realizes it is.
Maya enters the class and sits next to me and says:
- Happy Birthday Melody. - she says softly.
Or I was going to try to make sure nobody noticed.
- Tank you.
And I can't even take a minute off my thoughts about Dylan. I'm getting obsessed with him. Wait ... I think I've always been a little obsessed with him since the beginning.