𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐎𝐒 ↳𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝟐 𝐈𝐍 𝐃𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒↰

>Chapter 4<

~1 week later~

~Ponyboy's POV~

"It's all my fault! It's all my fucking fault!" I wailed as I punched the wall. I was currently in the waiting room at the hospital. I was waiting. Waiting. Waiting to know if my..."ex" was alright. Why did I agree to do it? I didn't want anything bad to happen..but now he's in the hospital all because of me!

~flashback~

"I...I don't love you anymore..I'm not a gay peice of shit like you!" I said sternly, trying not to cry. I looked at the hurt look in Johnny's eyes and I mentally cursed myself out. "W-what?.." he stammered. "You heard me! I don't fucking love you anymore!" I screamed, and felt the tears threatening to spill. The next thing I knew he was running.

I followed him.

He went up to the nearest cliff..

"No!" I screamed.

It was too late..

~end of flashback~

"Is there anyone here of the name, Ponyboy Curtis?" The doctor asked. I looked up and sprinted over. "Is he ok? Can I see him?" I had so many question but I got cut off. "He was close to dying, but we managed to save him. He's sleeping now, you can go see him," the doctor gave me the room number and I quietly made my way into the room. The second I laid eyes on him, tears spilled out of my eyes and down my cheeks. There were wires and tubes hooked up to him just to keep him alive until he got out. I sat down by his bed side and gently grasped his hand.

Just gotta wait for him to wake up..

~later~

It's been atleast 3 hours and he still hasn't woke up. I was about to get up and leave when I heard a quiet voice, "don't leave.." Johnny croaked. I sat back down and gently rubbed his hand. "You're awake?" I asked and looked at him. He turned his head to look at me and frowned a bit. "What are you doing here? You said you didn't love me anymore.." he said and wheezed a bit as he spoke.

I whimpered.

"It was all a big misunderstanding..I'm so sorry. I love you so much, you mean the world to me.." I said. "I didn't want to...I was forced to by Steve because he threatened to hurt us if I didn't.." at this point, hot tears were rushing down my face. I felt so awful, I just wanted him to forgive me. I need him. I couldn't possibly go a day without him, I'd go insane.

He gave my hand a small, weak squeeze. "It's ok.." he said and gave a small smile.

I smiled back and kissed his forehead. "I have a gift for you.." I cooed. He raised a brow, or attempted to. I gave a small chuckle and took out a small silver ring band with a diamond in the center. His eyes went wide.

I gave a lopsided smile.

"This isn't a proposal..but it's a promise. I promise to never leave you ever again, no matter if I'm forced to or not. I love you, so much," I said and sniffled. Johnny smiled and shakily held his hand out, trying not to cry. I slid the ring onto his middle finger and kissed his hand.

"I promise..."

Word count: 568 words

A/N: WOW. IM BACK ITS BEEN A MILLION FUCKING YEARS!

lmao enjoy this chapter ❤😂