I have to hate him

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Jorge pov

I was truly falling for benji more and more everyday. But I have to get a girlfriend so my dad doesn't find out I'm gay....

I went on tinder since I had it downloaded since last year. I had my profile but I changed it up a little to make me seem more likeable. I swiped right on every girl I seen since I really wanted to get him out of my head. Once I ran out of swipes I realized I got 11 matches.

First one I checked out was this pretty girl named Olivia.

Jeyjey
Hello, are your eyes a forest cuz I could easily get lost in the

I truly ment that for benji not her...

Olivia
Awwwww a flirt I see.

Just my type😉😅

I need him out of my head....



Jeyjey
Heh I wouldn't really say A flirt I just wanted your attention.🤣

Olivia
Your really cute you know that right.

Jeyjey
Same goes to you

Olivia
So, You wanna go on a date with me.

Jeyjey
Sure! Sounds great!


She moves really fast, but I don't mind cause I need him out of my mind.



~~~time skip to the date cuz I'm lazy as fuk~~~


"Thank you so much for taking me here Jorge" she said. I didn't know what to say say so I put on a fake smile and nodded. This doesn't feel right. I feel like I'm trying to convince my self to be straight.. I kept getting phone calls and texts from benji since I left without notice from his house I a haven't texted him since. But I wanted to respect Olivia and not text the boy I'm trying to forget.


Benjis POV

I woke up at 9:45 AM and there was no sign of jey not even a text. I got a little worried so I called him. No anwser. I was so confused.

Benji
Hey👋 jeyjey Im sorry if I made you uncomfortable last night by yelling at you. But please call me back or text me to make sure your ok. Bye 👋

10:20

Benji
Hey... what's up your really worrying me.

10:40

Calling jeyjey💋🥰

No anwser

11:30

Benji
Jey Im serious please tell me your not trying what you did last time. Also I know you might be doing something rn but I'm following your location on your snap map.

I felt creppy doing this but I got in my car and started following his location on the snap map. It said I was there. So I walked up to the Starbucks it said he was at. Weird. I didn't even walk into the Starbucks in till I seen jeyjey and this girl kissing. I felt betrayed and hurt but I wasn't  even dating him. why did he tell me he was gay, did he do it just to not bring me down so fast, and most importantly Why did I feel this way.

Once I seen them I had very mixed emotions it was a mix of hurt, jealousy and happiness. I was happy because jey was ok and he finally go out of the house and you already know why I felt hurt and jealous. I ran to my car which was In The parking lot and I cried nonstop while driving away.

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