Who will I choose? -and- Who will I lose?

Should I answer?

* my cellphone was ringing* I was nervous to answer after a second I hit the answer button and heard hey is this katy? Uh- Y-yeah uhh who Is this? he said its Jess and I said omg and hung up .. he called again but I was to nervous to talk I just didn't know what to say.

JESS
I finally got enough courage to call her she answered and I said hey is this katy and she said uh- yyeah uhh who is this I said its Jess and I heard her gasp and say omg and hang up and I started laughing at how nervous she was I called back one call- no answer two calls-no answer three calls I hear a hello I'm sorry I hung up I was just nervous....