Who will I choose? -and- Who will I lose?

Chapter 12

So I'm staring at my phone screen not knowing how to respond to jake, he said he loves me! Do I love him? Omg wait when I read that my heart started pounding really fast and I got butter flys omg I think I love jake!
Wait if I do what about jess? Well I got to choose.. but who should I choose? What if I might the wrong choice omg this is so complicated, so it was 10 minutes later it's 11:30 and I'm still trying to decide who to choose and then I hear slight knocking on my window I open the blinds and I see jake so I open the window and let him in and i immediately ask jake what are u doing here?and jake said I just needed to see you.. I'm sorry I know you are dating jess and I told you I love you and probably freaked you out and sprung all this on you all of a sudden and I'm so sorry but I had to tell I just had to.. I didn't know what to say yet so finally I said no it's fine and Jake I think I might love you too AND JAKE INTERRUPTED ME SAYING WAIT REALLY OMG... I was wait woah woah woah hold on a sec... okay so as I was saying I think I might love you.. But.. And Jake interrupts me again saying No no no pleas don't say but.. and I was like as I was saying again! But Idk what to do idk if I should be with you or with jess I just don't know anymore I'm just Soo confused.. I don't know who to choose

So Jake stayed for a while and we were watching a movie in my room cause of coupes its summer and I can have friends over but he's probably not staying the night. But all of a sudden I hear tapping on my window AGAIN! So o look out and uh oh I see jess he smiles his cute smile and says can I come in so I said sure but jake is here and I also need to talk to both of you... And he said okay and climbs in and I said okay so jess (and I told him everything and what jake told me and how I didn't know what to do.) and he got pissed!!! Wait what Jess said and looked at jake and said seriously are you trying to steal my fucking girlfriend?! Like what the fuck dude and I step in front of him and yell STOP IT I'm sorry jess but I think I love him too...