BNHA angst one shots

Love not long lived

This is my first fanfic and I wrote it for a friend, but enjoy it anyway. If you really enjoy this I'll make more!

"I-I'm sorry Katsuki but I have too," Eijrio spoke grimly,"I have to do this I don't wan't you to get hurt" he turned and walked off leaving me alone and hurting all I could say before I blacked out was, "Eijrio don-don't go please......please."
This was day I confessed to him the love of my life Eijrio It was the day after we graduated from UA right when we made out joint debut as friends. I turned to him, "Eijrio." He looked at me and said, "Yeah bro?" I got butterfly's in my stomach and red in the face as I tried to peice the word together, "I-I fucking lo-love you!" I said it a a little to loudly and I wasn't even sure if he knew I meant it to be the I love you and I want to be a in relationship with you I love you. He said happily, "Bro! I love you too!"
I started to feel sad and I acted on a whim, "Fuck it," I pulled him close to me and kissed him. I pulled back and I could pulled back feeling hot in the face I looked down awkwardly and heard Eijrio speak between stutters, "O-O-Oh T-Th-That kin-kind of love, we-well I lo-love you t-too."
I never felt so happy in my life but that feeling didn't last long when I got injured fighting a strong villain and he left me to go fight. I woke up a minute later and got up wobbly and made my way to the fight bleeding and weak, I saw him there fighting and charged in as he was about to get hit I knew he was past the point his quirk could go I pushed him out of the way and got him being thrown back I saw the bodies of all my classmates on the ground as i was flying backwards. I landed and I tried to get up my body screamed in protest.
I looked up and saw Eijrio looking at me shocked asking if I was okay I grabbed him pulling him into a hug and kissed him saying, "never let go" over and over again lightly crying. Eijrio hugged me tightly I looked behind and saw the villain approaching I managed to get up and push him and myself out of the way. Eijrio cursed and pushed me off I screamed as I saw him get hit by a strong blast from the villains quirk.
I was hurt I crawled to him and checked his pulse he... he.... he was dead I felt my heart stop I got so mad so angry and so hurt. I got up quickly enraged and said, "YOU SPINELESS IDIOT I WILL KILL YOU AND MAKE YOU SUFFER!" I had nothing to lose and I ran at him the battle was grueling I knew I was bleeding out but I couldn't give in I had to kill this son of a bitch for Eijrio.
I finally got a good hit on him and brought him to the ground after about 30 minutes of fighting I jumped on the villain punching his face over and over and over again till a paramedic pulled me off informing the villain was dead and I crushed his skull.
I was in the hospital and reality set in when I saw the photo of my precious Eijrio on a list of people who died, I cried so hard that night harder than I ever have. I looked towards the doctor and searched for a sign of hope but the doctors face was full of pity.
It was now 5 years later the anniversary of the day I confessed to Eijrio and the day he died. I was out drinking and people were judging me being the new number on hero.
I never moved on I still feel pain every day of my life and it hurts not being with the one I love I tried so hard to move on I just couldn't.