BNHA angst one shots

Deadly Love

      "I.. uh, I love you," I spat nervously as his piercing gaze settled on me. "You what." Katsuki responded. I felt scared and hurt but spoke anyway, more determined than ever. "I said I uh, love you!"
I said as I looked at Katsuki, unsure as he held a blank expression. I mean yeah, I did kill a bunch of people and hurt him many times (physically and mentally). I can understand why he is hesitant to answer, but he is still single so what harm could it do?

      Katsuki's beautiful crimson eyes pierced through me, as if looking for some kind of contradiction in my words before responding. "Are you fucking with me?!?" his harsh words took me by surprise and hurt a little, but I spoke anyway. "Yeah, I uh, I um, I do like you in the non-platonic way," I said, extremely unsure of my self. Katsuki looked at me and screamed, "Yeah, you 'love' me. I am not going to fall for one of your villain tricks Deku!" I watched as Katsuki walked away from me not sparing a single glance, and then I started to hurt.I woke up the next day, a burning in my chest as I coughed up… flower petals? I was extremely hurt from Katsuki rejecting me so I tried to move on and as time passed I started to cough up more and more flower petals. The pain was becoming unbearable as the days passed.

      I finally decided to google my symptoms like an idiot. I searched and found I may have a disease called Hanahaki, "What," I said as I looked through what could happen if my crush didn't like me back. I found out that if I didn't get Katsuki to like me back I would die, I started planning.
I knew where Katsuki was patrolling by studying the pattern of his patrols. I made my way to Katsuki's location and

      I stepped in front of him and pulled him into a dark alley, as I started to cough up more flowers and blood. I looked at him and dizzly wiped my mouth. I then said in a desperate squeaky voice, "Katsuki... please, I-I am dying." I stumbled up to him and grabbed the front of his hero costume and looked at him. Katsuki was shocked, 'Dying' he thought. Katsuki wanted to help him but he was still a villain, and a villain who hurt his husband no less.

      Katsuki decided to pull Izuku closer, kissing Izuku before having a second thought and paused. Katsuki knew that if he kissed Izuku he would wrong his husband and the world for not killing a villain, but if he didn't kiss Izuku he would lose the person he knew the most. Katsuki pushed him into a wall and spoke angrily, "You tried to kill my husband before and you've killed so many innocents, you think I'm just going to let you live." Katsuki spat in Izuku’s face and backed away looking at him. I collapsed and started coughing up blood and flowers. As my breathing stopped, I looked at Katsuki before taking my final breath.