falling in love

Chapter 1 - the break up

I said goodbye to Kacee and Sally before jumping into my brothers car. I throw my bag to the backseat before looking at Ryan.

Me: what?

Rye: you look upset?

Me: it's nothing really

Rye: is it that flipping idiot again?

Me: Ryan I said it was nothing

He started the car and pulled out from the parking lot and drove me home. It wasn't easy to fit in I mean I got adopted by Mrs Beaumont 2 weeks ago and then I just moved from Sweden to England. People thought it was weird to have a Swedish girl in school even tho I speak fluent English. But Rye has always been there for me. I'm happy to have him as my brother but it's a lot he doesn't know. I don't belong here or school. We drove up on the highway before he stopped the car.

Rye: it's something you don't tell me

Me: I'm not really in the mood to talk

Rye: maybe we can go and grab an ice coffee later and talk about it?

He smiled

Me: okay I just need to do my homework

Rye: I'm picking you up at 7 pm

Me: thanks Ryan

Rye: no probs and the boys miss you so you should come over sometime

Me: I will I promise

I smiled before jumping out of the car and he drove away. I walked inside the house and took my shoes off before throwing my bag at the stairs and walk to the kitchen. I saw the twins running around the table but stopped when they saw me.

Shaun: EMILIA!!!

They run as fast as they could and hugged me.

Me: hey brothers, you alright?

Sammie: yeah can you play some football with us later?

Me: maybe after dinner okay

Shaun: okay

Me: where is mum?

Sammie: she's upstairs doing the laundry

Me: okay

I took my bag and walked upstairs and put the bag in my room before walking to mum.

Mum: Hi sweetheart, did you have a good day at school?

Me: yeah, when is dinner?

Mum: I'm making it as soon as I'm done with this

Me: okay because the twins want me to play some football with them after dinner and Ryan is picking me up at 7

Mum: oh okay

I smiled before walking to my room and close the door behind me. I looked at my phone and was about to text Jakob when I saw that he has posted an Instagram post. Him with another girl. My eyes started to tear up when I saw the comments.

I texted him because I was so mad. We haven't even broken up we just started to fight in school and he hit me. I know now maybe you all think I should throw him because he's not good for me if he hit me and call me stuff but I love him

Me
Jakob?

Jakob
I guess you saw my new girl, slag

Me
Don't call me that. I LOVED YOU but you didn't love me. Was I just a Flippin toy for you?

Jakob
You are worthless anyway. Nobody wants u. I was just desperate and needed to shag with someone but with you it was hard. You are not more than a slut! Who would love you? It's over

Me
After everything, I have told you about my life and seemed like you cared but you didn't. Fuck off, Jacob. I hate you

Jakob
Have a bad life slut

Me
*blocked*

I started crying. I sat on the floor and let the tears streaming down my face. I was broken. The person I shared 2 years with never loved me. That one I always stood up for and told everything. But all I was to him was shit. I couldn't breathe it felt like my heart was broken into a million pieces. After a while, I heard my phone buzzing and it was rye

Ryan❤️
Wait you and Jakob broke up?

Me
....

Ryan❤️
I'm over in 10 x

I put my phone down before wash all the makeup off and got downstairs

Mum: hey sweetie the dinner is ready soon

Me: Ryan is a bit early so I won't be home in a while

Mum: oh okay do you want me to save some food until you come home?

Me: no I'm surely eating something with Rye

Mum: okay have fun

I put my shoes on before walking outside when I saw rye jumping out of his car. When I saw him I ran to him and hugged him. I started to cry again. I couldn't hide it from him. I felt his fingers through my hair

Rye: shhh it's gonna be okay sis, it's gonna be okay

Me: he didn't even love me Rye, I was just shit to him

Rye: shhh I'm here, I'm here. I won't let him hurt you.

Me: 2 years rye, 2 years

Rye: I know it's hard but you will come over it. We will get through this together

He hugged me for a while

Rye: shall we go and get some ice cream and ice coffee?

I nodded before jumping into the car.

Rye: you know I would kill him but I won't because I know you still love him. You mean so much for me Lil sis , you don't understand. To see you like this hurts. I love you with my whole heart

Me: I love you too bro

Rye: maybe you should come to our house tomorrow, so you don't have to be sad

Me: I'm gonna be sad anyway

Rye: no it's impossible in our house

We laugh a little

Rye: and I think it's good for you to come away from this house a little and have fun. Maybe we can fix you together with one of the boys

He smirked against me

Me: Rye I still love Jacob so it's impossible

Rye: I know but we will fix this. Someday you will find someone much better than Jacob.

I smiled and we drove to the ice cream shop and the coffee shop. We laugh a lot and Rye made me happy. That's why I'm so grateful to have him as my brother because he is always there for me no matter what. we had a really fun night. and it's gonna be fun to meet the boys again this weekend. I have missed them so much. specially Jack. Jack and I have always been tight. we did everything together and Jacob was so jealous because he thought that Jack and I were together behind his back but I would never do that and Jack is my best friend. it would just be weird. when I first came to England sure he flirted with me but when I told him I had a boyfriend since then he hasn't flirted with me. i just feel so dumb. I trusted Jakob when I instead could have broken up with him and be together with Jack. but I loved him and I still do. even if he hates me.

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Hey , finally an English book. Hope u like it :)

Emilia Q