2 weeks later
i sat on Jacks bed. just thinking about everything and cried. i didn't know what to do. Jack has been here with me and checked on me all the time. why did i fail. why.
i heard how the door open and Jack came in with food and tea.
Jack: hey
i just fake smiled
Jack: I'm here with some food to you
me: I'm not hungry
jack: you need to eat something you haven't eaten on days.
me: i at least drink water.
i layed down and closed my eyes
Jack: please Emilia
i didn't answer and then i felt how he layed next to me and hold me
Jack: it hurts to see you like this. i love you to much
me: i love you too
he kissed me on the head and continue to hold me. i closed my eyes and tried to sleep again.
2 weeks later
I'm still in Jacks room but i decided to go out to the kitchen to get some water when i heard the boys talking.
Jack: i really like her and i know it will ruin our friendship but it hurts to see her like this. she's not eating, not going out just sleeping. i want her to be happy , to feel like shes worth something.
Rye: wow you really like her don't you
Jack: she's the one i wanna spend the rest of my life with. i have always been in love with her. since the day one. and to see her like this it hurts. it really do. she deserve to be happy. shes the cutest, beautifulest, funniest and the most perfect girl on this earth. everything with her is just perfect. i love her more than anything i would literally take a bullet for her. because she's everything i need and all i want is her. no one else. i wouldnt even think about hurting her. jakob has destroyed her and i wanna heal her. because she deserves everything.
tears was streaming down my face
Jack: and i ....
i ran to Jack and huged him
Me: i love you too so flippin much
Rye: well now you dont have to tell her
he huged me och i huged back
Rye: i will leave you two alone
he left the room and me and Jack were still hugging each other.
Jack: so you like me back?
me: ofc i do. you have always been there for me when no body else was. i love you
he didn't even answer he just kissed me. and i got butterflyes in my stomach. i knew this is the guy for me. we pulled apart but our forheads is still touching eachother.
Jack: do you wanna be more than my best friend?
me: i would love to
he kissed me again and i felt like the happiest girl ever.
a couple of months later..
my mental health has just been worse and worse even if i still have been with Jack. i don't want it anymore. i think i have to move back to my mum again. be with my family and my best friend sally. i think its for the best. btw my mum and the twins moved back to Bristol. because the twins wanted to have their old friends back.
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Fanfictionemilia and her boyrfriend jakob starts to fight. after school when she got home and was scrolling through instagram when she saw a picture of jacob with another girl. so emilia gets heart broken so she decided to vistit her brother ryan and his band...
