falling in love

Chapter 6 - i'm gonna miss you

when we where at the school me and Jack jumped out of the car and close the doors. he walked up to me and took my hand

Jack: ready?

me: ready

he kissed me before we walked into school. everybody was staring at us like they have seen a ghost. i understand them they haven't seen me in a couple of months now. we walked to my locker and then i saw Jakob and Emma. i froze. i literally froze. i didn't know what to do. all my feeling was floting back.

Jack: hey

i looked at him.

Jack: I'm here. take your stuff and lets go.

Jakob: slut

Jack turn around and pushed him against the wall.

Jack: what did you call her?

me: Jack let him go. just ignore him

Jack: no he can't call you that

me: jack I'm okay just let him go i don't want you to get in trouble

he looked at me before dropping him on the floor.

me: i have my stuff lets go

Emma: look at you. having a boyfriend that finally loves you. how tragic

my feelings was floting back again but this time it turned into anger. i turned around and hit her in the face. and i did it again and again and again. Jack tried to stop me but i just pushed him away. and then i just felt how i lift the ground and somebody took me outside the school. when we where at the school yard the person dropped me and i looked. wait Ryan?

Rye: what were you thinking?

me: she has bullied me Ryan for months. I'm tired of it

Rye: but you didn't stop. you could have hurt her really bad and get in trouble

me: it's worth it.

Rye: do you have your stuff?

me: yeah

Rye: lets go home

he walked to the car and i just stand there and tears was streaming down my face. i knew it was a bad idea. Jack took my hand again and we walked to Alex car and got home. i looked out the window the whole way. when we came home then i walked inside and up to mine and Jacks room and jumped into bed. i didn't want to talk to anybody. i just wanted to be alone. i heard a knock on the door and Andy came in.

Andy: hey

me: hey

he close the door and sat on the bed

Andy: heard you were in a fight

me: i don't wanna talk about it

Andy: i think it was right but you need to control it. it can escalate one day

me: i know

Andy: anything else you wanna talk about?

me: no

Andy: okay , I'm always here for you if you need anything

me: thanks Andy

Andy: and don't be mad at Ryan. he just don't want you to get in trouble. he just wanted to be a good brother

me: i know

i smiled before he got up and close the door behind him. after a while i heard someone walking inside the room and close the door. i heard footsteps to the bed and then how someone sat on it. then i felt and arm around my waist and then i knew it was Jack.

Jack: hey babe

me: hey

Jack: i think you were brave today and strong. you stand up for yourself.

i didn't say anything i just turned around.

me: Rye hates me Jack. i promised him to not pick up a fight

i started to cry and Jack huged me

Jack: he doesnt hate you, he loves you. since the day you were coming here all he could talk about was you. Emilia he just care about you and when something bad happens he blame himself. he just doesn't want you to get in trouble because he love you too much and he can't lose you.

me: i just don't want him to be mad at me

Jack: we all get mad sometimes but it's not because we hate them , it's because we love them. he won't be mad at you for long.

me: yeah

Jack: Emilia

me: yeah

Jack: i love you okay and i know stuff is pretty hard right now but we will get through it. Rye loves you, we all love you. and we are gonna miss you so much. we won't have our little girl in the house anymore. and it's gonna be quiet. and im gonna miss my beautiful girlfriend.

i smiled and kissed him

me: i love you

Jack: and i love you

he kissed me again. and smiled.

i close my eyes and slowly fell asleep.

next day

i woke up next to jack. and it was totally the best feeling ever. not just because I'm finally done with the school. I'm here with my boyfriend. no problems or anything. just me and Jack. It's gonna be empty without him. but i need to do something for myself.

Jack: morning baby

me: morning

he kissed me two times before smiling.

Jack: you're moving today

me: don't remind me

Jack: okay

we cuddle for about 30 minutes when we decided to get up and eat breakfast. my last morning in this house. i dont know what to say or think. its just hard. it's hard to leave someone who always makes you happy. it feels like he's not good enough for me but he is. i would never ever in my entire life think that he's not good enough. because he is more than enough. we all laugh at the breakfast. because we didn't want to be sad about me leaving the house. after breakfast me and Jack went up to our room to pack. we packed everything before walking downstairs. mum was going to pick me up because i didn't want Rye and Robbie to drive because they have stuff to do today. i huged everybody and trust me i haven't seen Brooklyn, Andy, Sonny , Rye and Robbie be that sad ever i think. then i saw Jack. tears dripping down from his cheeks och his eyes was bloody red. i dont think i have seen Jack this sad either. i huged him hard. i didn't want to let go even tho i knew i had to. now it was my time to cry.

me: Jack don't cry you make me cry even more.

Jack: I'm gonna miss you

me: I'm gonna miss you too babe

Jack: take care of yourself now, and I'm gonna call you everyday to make sure that you are okay

me: Jack I'm gonna be fine. just try to be happy for me okay

i kissed him 2 times before walking to the door

me: bye guys , take care and I'm gonna miss you so much

Rye: bye sister

Andy: call if somethings wrong

Sonny: and come visit soon

Brook: don't forget to be happy now

me: i love you guys

Jack: love you baby

the others: love you

i closed the door before walking to the car. i huged my mum before jumping into the car and leaving the house. i looked back to see the house disappeared before looking forward. that was the hardest thing i have ever done but now im gonna start fresh. my new life here i come.