look around you
see that kid that no one sits with?
you probably laugh at him don't you?
you think, "that would never be me." or "i would never have no friends."
that's what i thought
until now....
my friends hate me
for being in relationships
for not telling them shit
i can tell them what i want
i have a private life too
i never expected this to me..
to be 'the loner.'
everyone gives me dirty looks
no one wants to talk to me
it makes me oh so depressed
and makes me feel bad
but it's my life
and i didn't do anything wrong
they make me feel so guilty
i don't know what to do
should i apologize
should i just find new friends
how do i talk to people who don't give a shit anymore?
i never thought i would ever be in this position
and it's making me super sad
i'm grateful for you Nobody_Art
with you here,
i feel alright, happy, alive, jumpy, enjoyable
but with them treating me like shit
i don't feel okay, i feel unhappy, dead, down, and sad.
i'm at lunch
and i don't feel hungry
i feel hurt and torn
i just want to break down and cry
someday i'll show them how i am
and i'll show my success.
someday they'll regret what they did
and try to get close once again
but for now i will be
nothing but the loner :/
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to them, the ones who ignore :/
