The kiss (✅ #5) (8/1/19 - 1/13/2020)

4. Plans & reality

Previously:

"I'm so sorry, I was so lost in you that I.... I....I didn't use a condom while we were in the shower. Baby please forgive me." He said putting his forehead on her head.

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Sanem's eyes opened but smiled

"Sanem, why are you smiling? Are you ok with it?"

She look CeyCey who was still talking on the phone looking up ahead to see where he was walking, looked at him back and whispered, "Can, it's ok. I was able to feel the difference, and I didn't care. I know you were careful with every woman you have been with," She turned her head to look at CeyCey and said in a very low voice "though I don't know if you were careful with Polen."

"There talking, what do I do? I'll just pretend I'm on the phone with Anne." CeyCey though.

Can stopped, but she kept looking at CeyCey

"He stopped and I'm 'on the phone', I'll just keep walking" CeyCey thought as he was able to hear Can come to a stop.

"Sanem." no response "Sanem, please look at me." She looked at him, and he started to walk slowly,

"Ok, his walking again. Good thing, neither of them have noticed. I caught them." he though again.

"Don't ever say any of that, my past doesn't exist anymore. I don't have one, because I have all that I ever wanted, which is you." Sanem had watery eyes, but was able to hold them in. "What I did with Polen or any other woman, should not affect you. I only care about you. But I will respond to you question, because I think you should know. Yes, when I had my one night stands and yes I was careful, including previous girlfriends." He smiled and she smiled back. "But now, when I was with Polen, Since we were together for a very long time, after a while I sometimes I would use it, and sometimes I wouldn't, thought most if the times I would. But I never came inside if her, with or without a condom I always, always pulled out.

"But, Can you and Polen were together for a long time?"

"Yeah, but I never wanted kids till I met you." They both had a huge smiled on the faces, and he continued "So, even though Polen was on the pill, I still pulled out with or without a condom, your the first gild I come inside." She was so happy, she couldn't believe what she was hearing.

She looked at CeyCey again, which he seemed to still be on the phone, and already semi far away from them, and asked "How many girlfriends have you had?"

"Three including Polen." she looked at him surprised.

"And one night stands?" asked looking at him straight in the eyes

"I don't know." he semi smiled

"Really?" she asked surprised again

Can was catching up to CeyCey, and wasn't paying attention how far away they were from him. He was looking at Sanem and every now and than to the ground making sure he wasn't going to step somewhere where he wasn't suppose to.

And he said "Yeah, I never kept track, nor I care to keep track."

"But, they were a lot"

They were closer and closer and CeyCey just kept walking at his paste pretending to still be on the phone.

"Yes, Sanem they were a lot. But I don't care to know how many. To be honest I don't even remember half of them."

"Wow, Can."

They were about 15 feet from CeyCey, still not paying attention how far they were from him, when he said in a semi Normal voice. "Sanem, I don't care because I have you, I don't remember because I have you. I just spend the best two hours of my life with the best woman I could ever have been with." By then neither of them neither remembered that CeyCey was near.